its like november again.

2009-08-22T09:53:00.002+08:00

people, i have moved "house" to this one.

here's the link www.swirlrightround.onsugar.com

2009-08-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

athirah drew this picture above. i was going to study at the quiet zone in the library and she decided to tag along, so i gave her a book on how to draw fairies.so, this is the result.

this week is test week and i have been a busy bee.study here, study there, and sleeping late during the nights. waaaah....boleh naik boring. however...looking at the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, i have 6 weeks of holidays to look forward to~ starting from next week till two weeks after hari raya... that means entire puasa month at home.

now, only left two more tests to go. last one on friday .

during the puasa month , i want to buka puasa with my sixteen girlfriends again.

tomorrow going for a run again. cant wait to get fit.

2009-08-14T11:10:00.002+08:00

hey good morning good morning.

listen.

have you ever thought everything will be alright and it will be the greatest presentation you have done but everything goes downhill? all the hard work gone, people not impressed, ppt slides which a few hours are looking at its best, but now they look like shit, like words behind pictures and you even stutter and talked in some high pitched at some point and couldnt take the Q AND A session very well.

that what happened during OC (ORAL COM) solo ppt yesterday. in my ppt slides, i made them look very presentable and the fonts are cute and nice from dafont .com. even athirah said so..thanks girl:)

but then, i transffered my ppt to her thumbdrive and use the class computer to present. it became different.
THE FONTS BECOME ULTRA PLAIN.
WORDS BEHIND PICTURES.
EFFECTS GO WRONG,
LIGHT AT THE PROJECTOR FLICKERED.
MY VOICE BECAME HIGH PICTH AT SOME POINT.

i dont understand. before going up, i tested the ppt using her thumbdrive on my own laptop. everything was fine. i dont understand. i felt so under-acheived.

when i got back to my seat, i swear im gonna get a C for this presentation but athirah said that i handle it proffesionally and kuan hoe said that it feels like a talk of life. thanks guys.

now gonna proceed studying again. bye smoochers.

2009-08-13T11:40:00.005+08:00

Hey peanut.

yesterday evening was AWESOME AS EVER. after soo long, i have finally met with half of my usual clan of sixteen girls. after class in SP, i zoomed my way home to change and meet my girlfriends at Changi Airport.i arrived at 530 -ish and met sof,qeu and syaza first at macD.waited for shar, fizah, jannah and sue. soon after, they arrived and we straight away walked over to swensons. qeu called me over to show me a picture of her "husband". OH QEU,PLEASE HELP US ALL BY SHOWERING ROBERT PATTINSON FOR US. HE STINKS. and to syaza, KELLY CLARKSON ROCKS!( her random quote of that evening).
we got seated and as noisy as we all are,we took quite long to settle our order.
I ATE SALMON AND MUSHROOM BAKED RICE:)YUMMY:D

while eating, we talked about our lives, dissed one another and i feel that during that period of time, i was finally MYSELF. it has been so long since i met this girls and i missed them dearly.

i heard that ms wee( my ex-chemistry teacher) is moving to new zealand and so forth. loads of things are happpening around us.

after the main meal, we had our dessert of GIANT EARTHQUAKE ( 8 flavors). when we received the desert, we just chowed down like babarians( this part is SO TRUE) and in the same time, we kept asking " what flavor did i just ate?"...becasue the entire thing was full of whipped cream and nuts and cherries. DELICIOUS:) someone told us that by tying a knot on the cherry stem makes us a good kisser. fizah and sue tried it but failed:(

after eating, we settled the bill and camwhored some more.
qeu and sof had a hard time splitting the money for the bill.
however, i got my money back:D

I seriously need another outing like this pretty please:)

I JUST LOVE THIS VIDEO. I WATCHED IT TWICE AND NOT TIRED YET.
IT SHOWS WHAT IM MISSING ALL THIS MONTHS.

shar- telling her stories with SOO MUCH PASSION.
sue- crazy faces.
jannah- talking to her "boyfriend" over the phone secretly.
qeu- another crazy woman.
syaza- loud laughter.
feeza- blurr as always.
sofia- being factual and true.

2009-08-11T12:03:00.002+08:00

hey poopsies.
im currently taking a break from doing CAD TRIFORMA before class starts at two.progress is doing very well:)im feeling very tired. slept at three last night.completed two out of three assignments last night. therefore, i only had 3++ hours of sleep. initially the plan was to do it the entire day, but due to unseen circumstances, i have to sacrifice a major part of my sleep time.

oh yeah.

MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER PASSED AWAY YESTERDAY MORNING.

i received the news about it at 4 am in the morning while sleeping. again, my sleep is disturbed. mom barged in and said that we have to get ready for a road trip to malacca to attend the funeral.so...we got out of the house before subuh and zoomed across the causeway. we prayed that our car wont stalled up again during the journey.
we arrived the place at ten am. they were bathing her and i got a chance to look. mom said that she looked beautiful...somehow.
so, they wrapped her, kissed her goodbye before the final closing. then they did a special prayer for her and off she went, to the burial site.
after the burial, we had to stay back for the feast at 4 pm. i was getting worried about my assignments at home.
while waiting,we went too some random stall to eat CHENDOL:)awesome.
the feast time arrived and i didnt eat much.
we then went home. traffic at tuas was terrifying. the lines wont move.
while in the car, we listened to some inpirational songs from 987fm.

i gotta feeling- BEP
never say never- the fray
battlefield- jordin sparks

miraculously, we got home safely and our car didnt stall.

yeeeeeaaah:)

2009-08-10T00:03:00.003+08:00

FIRSTLY, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.
I HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH THE GIRLS FOR NDP@ PADANG.
ENJOY THE PICTURES.

I CAN NEVER FORGET THE TIME THAT WE AMBUSHED BADRUL HISHAM TOGETHER AT OUR HELL-HOLE JUST NOW.
HE GOT SOO SCARED, HE HIDE AT THE CHILDREN SHOES STOREROOM TILL WE ARE ALL GONE.

2009-08-08T20:52:00.002+08:00

hey you.
i gotta write this post REAL QUICK before continuing with my report.the two days( friday and saturday) have gone real quick.

today, we lost spotty the cat in the morning but we found her back at some random house at the seventh floor. all beacuse of her stupid curiousity, i didnt finish my report and together with my mom and sister, we had to search for her around the entire building. i had to call out"spotty" while neighbours eyed me very closely. i even come across this black and white dog who i thought was Spotty. then, in another house , i came across with another BIG FIERCE dog which barked at me while i shouted for my cat. give me a shock of my life.

madrasah today was okaay, despite the fact that only teens alive students were the ony ones which have to be present today.we combined class and we had visitors from indonesia and malaysia coming in our class halfway. we had cameras flashing while we are doing our project work.after class, they gave us one packet of nasi briyani:D

TOMORROW, im going to padang to watch THE NDP with the BATA GIRLS! woohooo..i cant wait.

2009-08-06T12:03:00.002+08:00

OMG. last entry was on monday and that was four days ago. im soo busy and im sorry for not updating much.

loads of things happened the past few days.
all the good things and of course..the bad things.
not only to myself but to my family and friends as well.

yesterday, i had squash as usual. yeah..squash is now 2 times a week, wednesday and friday. good for me though. however, we dont have our usual run anymore, because these week, the seniors are concentrating more on the selections for the IVP this coming month and we are allow to play free and easy.

yesterday, i got to know that ain's handphone got stolen and not only hers..but almost the whole class as well. thumbdrives,money, handphones and other precious items are stolen too. seriously, the person who stole these things have no sense of guilt at all.

today, on my way to school, i think i found the guy version of me.

he was very fair.
not thin nor fat. fit:)
wears khaki bermudas.
white strip polo tee.
same thick mantained eyebrow shape as me! ( i swear.. i looked.)
brown oxford shoes.
good boy looks.
a little eurasion look.

i swear he looks like the guy version of me.
we even like to lok out of the mrt windows!!:D

i wasnt late for lesson today. i reached dover at 730 am:)
i had structural mechanics and i had McD for lunch.
mcspicy costs only $3.10:D
i had the ala carte.
the rest had meals.
athirah, bryan and wang di tried to psycho me into having fries.
i just had one.

now having four hour break...bored.

2009-08-02T11:05:00.004+08:00

"NOW THAT IM LOSING, I SHALL NOT BUY OVERSIZED SHIRTS ANYMORE!"

good morning marshies.

OH FINALLY! i had my morning run on this beautiful sunday morning and i just love the feeling of the sore and tensed muscles on the whole body showing that i have put in my best effort.
the results of doing exercises are fantastic. old jeans are becoming a perfect fit and you feel great:)

later im going to tampines library to borrow some books and mabybe going to uniqlo to get that shirt that i wanted. the other time i bought a shirt there, it was too big for me.

we are going to celebrate bibik's birthday tonight at my house. last minute planning exactly. we are gonna order pizza, have mee goreng, the usual party stuff. i need someone to remind me not to over eat.

there will be pictures about it and i will upload it as soon as i can.
gotta get back to work!
term tests in 2 weeks:(

2009-07-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

hey you.

i just got back from squash training just now( time check now, its 1127 pm) and i swear, im dead tired.i spent the whole three hours playing sqaush till i drop and i meant it literaly,I DID FALL DOWN.
squash team was having their trials on who should be representing singapore poly for the IVP competition this coming november.
i need some exposure.
i swear though, that im improving on my skills..i now have more strength:D

oh yeah.

FINALLY WE FINISHED OUR ONOW PROJECT!!!

we finally completed ten hours just like everyone else in the class:) all thanks to athirah and her aunt for the wide contacts of organisation.
i woke up in the morning with the good news of us getting an orgainisation to help out and so..my intention to run in the morning,was again,disrupted.
so i trained down to jurong east, which was only two stops after dover to meet athirah and azhar there. marcus was still quarantined.
we went down to a malay childcare centre called IYAD childcare centre.
the children there are about 4 to 6 years old and there are many of them.
we are shockly greeted by the whole lot of them at the front of the centre and they thought we are their new teachers. some of the girls there called Azhar as Mr Bean and come to think of it, he does look like Mr Bean:D
i met boys like Rayyan, Mohammed and Ahmed. I wonder how would they look like when they are 17.
we completed the volunteering service after three hours.
we did shredding documents(which felt good),filing and orgainising.
the kids sometimes, peeked into the window to look at us.

after that, i dashed to school again for the physics lesson and the lecturer showed us videos of people getting electricuted. AWESOME BUT SCARY STUFF.

then, dashed again to the library to borrow manga comics and head to squash practice.

2009-07-30T11:34:00.003+08:00

hey peeps.
currently now,im having my 4 hour break and the worst of today(structural mechanics) is finally over. i think im going to the tuition next tuesday to sharpen my skills and maybe get a B for this subject.

recently, i think im having to much distractions in my life to really give my 100% to poly academics. in case you haven notice, the fees of a typical polytechic student is about 1000++. so..it scares me.

i got alot of things to think about these days,manga comics,FACEBOOK,boys:D,what are the boys thinking(heeeheee),squash, friends,family, what to do on the train to and fro to school..etc.

term tests are coming very soon and im slowly picking up.
i already come up with a study table but thankfully, it is not as stressful as the ones that i have created for O LEVELS last year:)

see ya.

oh yeah. this is what random produced.

2009-07-28T13:48:00.003+08:00

HEY PIXIES!

im currently at the end of my 4 hour break and soon be heading over for BTM. just finished playing facebook, making movie for our ONOW project and completing the BTM homework. im sooo addicted with manga comics(as you can see above), the above book is called HIGH SCHOOL DEBUT book no. 1.

i still got another 3 manga books to go. woohooo:D

MANGA COMICS CAN BE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS WITH ME WHEN IM ON MY TRAIN BACK HOME:D

2009-07-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

i dont understand why people have certain problems with blogger.

surprisingly, mine seems to be doing fine and im happy about it. whoopeedoo:D

today, me and the whole class had our site visit at the construction site. we met with the site engineer and the safety officer. we took pictures of the beams and collumns and of course, ourselves. typical teenagers.

we had to wear really heavy boots and white helmets. i tried smiling at the bangla man because i knew that i have to work with them in the future, but they didnt smile back. hmph.

after the lesson, we had presentations for the environmental science project. the stupid nerdie girl in the front made me angry. she was wasting my group presentation time. sheeesh.

oh yeah. athirah introduced to me manga comics. i have been addicted since then. i just finished reading heroes volume one and now reading something cute. i would find this activity rather relaxing and would not consider stopping on doing so.

hahahhaaa:)

ps.

rusydi told me something interesting about athirah today;)apparently, it is GOSSIP NEWS.

thanks rusydi for spillling it out!i will try not get in "their" way anytime soon..i promise:D

2009-07-26T15:00:00.002+08:00

hey people.

yesterday, i FINALLY get to watch HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE. it was awesome as usual but the ending was alittle too sudden. the movie was much more darker than the other HP movies and much more romantic. Rupert Grint was big and buffy but not so handsome and Harry Potter is just a normal school nerd who happens to have a magnificient history on his back.

in this story, you get to know definitely more on Tom Riddle aka Voldemort,Lavender Brown(Ron's obsessive GF), Katie Bell and met other stars like Luna and Lupin. also, there are kissing scenes and an unexpected death.

IWANNAWATCHSOMEMORRRE...

2009-07-26T14:16:00.007+08:00

HEY DIPSTICKS.

soo sorry for not updating so long bacause i have been very busy:D
got to attend events and so.
this are the pictures:)
enjoy.

2009-07-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

'ey dipsticks.
i hate thursdays..offially.
waking up early in the morning and classes ended late in the evening.

i HATE having to do maths in the morning and having a boring 4 hour break before the next class begins.
so...rather than the usual chillazing out in the library with the bad connection network, we decided to go to bugis today:)
we shopped around and in the end, i brought a topshop shirt, dorothy perkins shoes and bangles.

we then went back to school by mrt.
we had witnessed a very bad experience in the train.
lets just say....
just beacause we are youths,that does not mean that we are not allowed to sit in the train at all.
also...dont take advantage of those reserved seats.

the rest of school was okaay.
i discovered that guys cant keep silent even though for just one minute and the guys in my class are really immature.
i hate it when they make fun of us to actually get our attention.
whats up with them?

2009-07-20T20:14:00.004+08:00

even though today was a short school day..it was still awesome:)

school for me,started at one in the afternoon.
so..in the morning, i went for a jog around my neighbourhood:D
TRYING TO KEEP FIT.
now, my jeans are a little losser now..thank god.

spent another half of it trying to complete CAD homework.
ayah came home and was in a mood for maximum cleaning of the house today.
i was in the wrong place and at the wrong time.
everything was at my wrong.

at eleven thirty, head to campus.
met athirah at the usual place.
had BTM and environmental science class.
had good laugh with the guys.

then, went home with marcus and husain.
got no ngaji today. will be postpone 2moro.

2009-07-19T16:02:00.004+08:00

hey dipsticks.

im soo tired. i just spent two hours of studying and now my brain is a little fried.

yesterday i went to KK hospital to visit grandma.
today we had brunch at changi village. i had mee hongkong while the rest of the family ate nasi ayam penyet.

she is still sick. she is currently having cough. being sick makes her sleepy and laaaazy.

at this time, nobody cared about the consequence of weight gaining.

she just jogged 7 rounds this morning and now eating nasi ayam peyet and goreng pisang. well done =__="
on the way to rumah nenek..to clean her house and water the plants before she comes home from the hospital.

2009-07-18T12:43:00.002+08:00

i just came back after taking back my misplaced house key at the hawker centre.

i didnt realised that the beginnning that i didnt take the key with me when we are done with breakfast. i was sure that i took it with me though. alaaaa....da tua ni.

furthermore, nobody else had the key.
me and ibu went back to central to retrieve the key and on the way, i saw rusdi. he saw me too and like a good boy he was not was...he waved back and smiled.
my mom says he look like a secondary school kid.
hahahaXD

things to get done this weekend.
go cycling tomorrow morning as exersise.
complete the homeworks
complete revising.
relax as much as possible because the upcoming week is going to be another usual roller coaster.

bye.
will update more later.
neeed to get a glass of water.
a cold one.
hmm.

2009-07-18T09:24:00.003+08:00

good morning:D

im sorry for not updating yesterday.
i met loads of people .
kai xiong, neiya, nurul.

i had my physics class.after that, me and the china guys went together to station but instead headed to the foodcourt 4 to eat dinner there. i didnt join them...i want to do some alone shopping at tampines. i want to buy some shoes and jeans:)

upon reaching there, while crossing the traffic light toward tampines mall, i accidently hit onto some body and that person happened to be neiya and nurul!
omg...i miss they all. they were there to celebrate atiqah's birthday.

sooo, after saying our good byes, i head off to buy my sandals but i cant find any thing suitable.
some look rather fragile and thin and as i am a rather clumsy person, it will be ruin within half a year..i swear:(

so, i browsed the shops and saw many great deals. i saw awesome shoes at topshop and dorothy perkins but surprisingly, i didnt buy them and im not too sure of the shoe size. hmph.

in the end,no paperbags.
returned farihin's library books and borrow more books for myself. i dont know whether i could finish every one of them books. i have yet to finish 7 books.

this is a video of spotty catching her tail.
pardon my screaming.

2009-07-16T20:54:00.003+08:00

YEAHYEAHYEAH...congratscongratscongrats to all of us:D

Finally finished our OC project and presentation today. it was definitely nerve-wrecking during the presentation but it was worth it.

NOW can finally relax. One project left. ONOW.:D

i can finally have a good rest tonight. tomorrow need to go for morning run.
F. physics at three.

2009-07-16T14:34:00.001+08:00

OMG.
FORMAL presentation is in half and hour.
currently talking to myself while holding the placards.
cafe being too cold.
im drinking iced chocolate. well done.
wish me well.
im shivering.

2009-07-15T22:15:00.003+08:00

supposedly,i have to be busy touching up my script and ppt for the formal presentation tomorrow.

but im tired.
im hungry.
im missing my prison break show AGAIN.
two days in a row. welll done.

but noo....i have to complete this.

today i had squash.
quite fun.
the PT wasnt that bad this week. we didnt run around the stadium.
played the drills. i was fairly okay. hanged around with Clare and the rest of the chinese girls.
had matches with the guys.
beat Dave 3 times:D
beat Kuan Ho twice.
beat Rusydi once.

i was back home at eight thirty.i saved money and eat at home. i didnt buy peach iceblended again. that means tomorrow can buy iced chocolate:D

OKAYY... now must continue the work.

smooch.

oh yeah...my sis got a teeny tiny feud with her friend.
stay strong and remember MATURITY.

2009-07-14T21:39:00.006+08:00

today, we finally did something about our ONOW project:D

IN THE MORNING, during the ONOW lesson, the lecturer asked us how many hours of the project that we have done. we have not even started. he stressed that we have to get it done by the next two weeks with the presentations.

surprisingly, in the spur of the moment,we called TOUCH ORGANISATION. thankfully, they still have volunteering work for us to do. we can finally do admin duties:)

so...after the break,me and athirah met the two boys at dover mrt to head off for the organisation. we promised to meet them at eleven. we girls were there early, but some people ah....come 10 minutes before our promising time with the orgainsation.
haiyo. not sincerely la you all.

furthermore,me being a foreigner in the west side, we lost our way.
they say that TOUCH ORG was nearest to redhill mrt station...but i personally felt that it was too far.i think the taxi drivers are also mad at us because we ask them directions but never help them make money for themselves.

upon finally reaching there, we head off with work. Athirah,Marcus and Azhar want to do admin, that is, to fold letters and for myself i was the only one who help with the finance department.i had to stamp blank cheques and rearranging the receipt books which will last till 6 pm. woooow.
meanwhile, i pop my head around the admin room to see how the rest are doing.
the people who worked there are superbly friendly, they bought us kitkats and mentos.
i can tell that they are very awkward with us ,especially the dismissal part.

i was relief when it was all over. i personally felt like a zombie while doing the arranging of receipt books.

after that , me and athirah go library and head home feeling contented that we completed 6 hours of ONOW already:D

2009-07-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

hey dipsticks.
right now, my eyes are feeling sore.
im not sick. im not sad. im just tired after going to school the whole day till six.

school have been awesome as usual.i had chicken mushroom noodle and strawberry juice as my lunch today and it sucked. i wasted my food. the noodle was too sour because of the small mushrooms. the chicken fillets still is as delicious as always. the strawberry juice no need to say la...it is always delish and sweet:)

after the lunch, me,athirah and chiou looi went to the library because i need CL to teach me structural mechanics. thanks CL:D soon after the guys joined us. husain let me played his ipod touch until there was half a battery left. the other guys watched youtube on some hilarious phone argument made by some indian guy. what a laugh.

we had BTM afterward which for once does not suck as usual. that is beacuse the guys did all of the work. it involves cement and i do not want to get myself dirty.
i heard the Shi Ting didnt come for BTM class beacuse she had difficulty in breathing. Felicia told me that she was very nervous upon the BIG presentation this Thursday till she cant breathe right. I feel so guilty. I just ask her to memorise and try to understand the 4 slides of presentation. She tried and now she cant breathe riiiiigggght. -__________-"

blah blah blah.
Environmental science class whizzed past by.
I learnt something new today.
further more, i didnt know that sewage waste system is soo complicated.
haiyo~

goodnight:D

2009-07-12T11:42:00.003+08:00

hey dipsticks.
firstly,sorry for not updating as much as i used to.
im much more busy now.
like...
contacting organisations for the volunteering work FOR ONOW PROJECT.
revising.
going madrasah.
going school:)
playing yoville and pet society in FB and Tagged:D
reading books.(Now im reading Kidnapped by Jan Burke)

today i didnt manage to have my morning run because of the rain and thunderstorm this morning. maybe i shall go biking later in the evening:D

having a little feud with ibu because i had a second plate of mee goreng that she cooked for breakfast. in the end, i didnt touch that plate and pour the whole content back into the bowl. how demoralising.

just finished studying and now i have to prepare my notes for the BIG presentation this coming Thursday. i also have to complete my CAD studio homework. haiiiyooo~

okaay..ill update more later. maybe we are going out for dinner:)

2009-07-09T14:13:00.004+08:00

this is what we did during our 4 hour break.

the guys in front are being irratating. thanks guys.

thank you facebook. because of you,im not being productive and instead i had fun with you.
connection problem is being a pain.
sick you.

2009-07-07T21:47:00.004+08:00

today was another time consuming day in school. school started at 830am, initially the timetable states that it is supposedly to start at 8 am,but the ONOW lecturer,Mr Tan, allows so as he understands that some of us live very far...like Pasir Ris.XD

the lesson lasted for one and a half hour. we had to discuss on whether it is right for elite students like those from the Raffles Schools, should be mixed around the neighbouring schools, like siglap sec or temasek sec sch.

after ONOW lesson,we head over for early lunch break.
me and athirah head over to foodcourt 3 to have the usual food again.
i was a happy girl.

the break was about two hours.so, when we are done eating, we go to the library to play facebook on our laptops. for an hour, i was hooked to pets society. my house look freakin' awesome..it had brick walls and dark drey flooring. my pet was a male one, so it is appropriate.:)

the guys joined us later but they sat across the room.

after much playing,us together with the guys walked to the workshop for the lab session.
met Haiqal.he gave back my notes!!
awww...i thought i might lose this important notes like forever.
this was what he said..

" thank you fathin, you notes help me passed my test:)".

i didnt know my notes are that useful, seriously.

lab work was okay. we did our experiment on noise pollution.had to draw contour lines.

we had BTM after that. back doing the microstation triforma programme. haiyoooooo~
during the lesson, i found out that both AIN AND FARIHIN forgot to bring their keys and are locked out of their house. Unfortunately,i also for get mine. sooo...i have to meet ayah at Queenstown's Station,so that he could pass the keys to me.

on my way home, i met Shahmi, my Siglap Senior.
he was shocked to see me and we catch up.
he introduced me to Syafa's BF. after much awiting, i finally met this guy.
Shahmi asked me to take the bus 359 with him but i said it is too far.
so, we said our goodbyes,and i run for bus 17.
then i reached home.

what a day.

2009-07-06T22:34:00.004+08:00

i have school today.
poly students dont have youth day like the rest of all of you.
whoever that scored that idea must be very sod.

sooo...like any normal MONDAY,i went out to school which starts at ten.
FIRST LESSON- ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE.
we studied noise pollution.
lesson only last for one hour.

after that is BREAK.
me and athirah head over to foodcourt 3 and i had chicken cutlet rice with BBQ sauce and strawberry juice:)
tomorrow maybe trying on thai sauce:)

then, we got about an hour and a half left, so we go to the library to cillax and play with athirah's laptop.
after that,on our way to the workshop, we saw a grown man riding on a scooter around campus with a big grin on his face.LOL.

SECOND LESSON-BTM.
we did some structures,hammering and drilling. the guys started to do magic coin tricks on one moment and became disgusting perverts the next minute.whatever so, we had fun.

THIRD LESSON-ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE.( again )

something happened during lesson.
the guy that i fancied did something wrong.
something that really turn me off.
he cuts class.
but in a very slick way.

he put his bag at the back door,out of the lecturer's sight.
after taking attendence, he would move out of class after ten minutes.
he went out by the front door and when he is out of the class, he quickly went to the back door and open the door slowly from the outside and retrieve his bag.
and he left.

OMG.
that really turns me off.
there is certainly no need to cut class like that.
you sick thing.

2009-07-04T23:29:00.006+08:00

heey dipsticks.
i have to update this before my eyes knock me off.i just came back from the so called sports event that was organised by the whole family just now. i had loads of fun, espeacially when we played bowling..i didnt sucked just now. thank goodness:)

let me tell you what i have done today.
i woke up and went for a short jog.
after that...watched TV till nine.
initially, i wanted to follow ibu go send Spotty to the vet for her operation today, but due to some problems, i stayed at home with ain and help with the housecleaning.
When finally finished, lay down and complete some physics work online.
Ibu and ayah came back with lunch and durians.I swear that all my jogging has gone to waste.-___________-"

at two, went to madrasah.
was not late and was the only girl in the class again.

after madrasah, went home to change and went staright to SAFRA to have the sports event.The guys played street soccer while me and the rest of the girls played bowling.
very fun experience. now very tired.
play bowling again la~

2009-07-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

good evening dipsticks.

currently, im am having identity crisis again.today also happens to be my "negative" day.all day, these thought were in my mind the whole day...
i hate my hair.
i hate the outfit that im wearing today.
i hate my body shape.
i look too fat.
i dress too boring.
im very clumsy.
i look nerdy.
i need to change my style.
i want to change everything.

subhannallah.

after listing down my sorrows today....i realized that im not appreatiative of what im given.
i told ibu of my problems and she told me to be grateful and consider this doubts as a blessing from God. if i become thinner, i will have the confidence to wear tighter clothes, singlets and shorts and that will be a Sin to expose myself more.To look at it a good way, God is actually saving us from His hell fire. wowww...im all religiousy....

maybe what trigger my negative thoughts was that the guys in my class are busy fantasizing random girls around campus.
i hate it when im in front of them, they would praise the girl's hotness and how sexy she look.
it took my moral down. as i look at the girls they fantasize, i took a glimpse of myself in the mirror. all, i look like is some average girl in tee shirt and denim jeans. nothing like the other beautiful girls. they wore shorts,singlets...they have long hair,a tanned and tonned body. they look so different from me.i feel like such a big slob next to them.my hair would look flat on the top and poof! at the lower part. my teeth is in a mess, my eyes look tired and my only prized item i had was my fair,acne free skin that does not require any make up.

its such a low down.
my tired efforts are not giving any positive results. everything remains the same.
some people have this problem of getting skinner with out putting effort. let me have that problem even just for a day.

2009-07-02T22:42:00.003+08:00

hey there dispstick.

i love calling people that today.its soo cute and bright:)
but im not sure whether i will be calling people in school dipsticks just yet.
it will sound wierd.
for example...
" hey husain dipstick! whats up with your friends today:)".

like wth? no no...its not right yet.

today has been an awesome day for me. i broke records( typing maniac and guitar geek), score some tests( structural mechanics) and touch up with some friends.i also learnt new things about microstation today.

therefore, today is very productive for me:)

now im going to knock off. maybe study alittle and sleep at about..eleven.

okaay. good night:)

2009-07-02T12:49:00.002+08:00

WE PASSED OUR STRUCTURAL MECHANICS TEST!:)

we were very nervous before getting the results. on my way to school, i kept thinking.." never mind...just pass this test..also can la." i arrived late that morning and when i reached the classroom, everyone was quiet and paying attention to the class. so, i sat beside athirah and ask whether we received any bad news about the test (you see..i am very negative towards tests and exams:)). she shook her head and i discovered that the teacher was actually going through the test questions before giving out the results.

after that, teacher finally give back the tests papers. i got 61 and athirah got 68 marks:)

well donee....*pat on our backs*

2009-07-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

heeeyloo souls of the evening.

im currently doing my MICROSTAION.. acheiving maybe two questions per night. i DO suck in that software and will forever be. i also have to organise my group presentations for tomorrow ORAL COMMUNICATIONS class and i want to watch my Prison Break on TV.

fortunately,today can wake up alittle early for school:)i was not late at all...in fact, i was the first to reach class just now:) *pat on the back*
my physics lecturer said that i was one of the good kids in the class because of my term tests results...aww shucks...you are too kind.

physics project still undone. brian showed me the objectives of that damn project...man, there are alot to do...and you guys are still not moved.hmph.
after physics class, head off to t3 block for MICROSTATION class. i was nervous for the results but teacher said she have not finished marking it. hmm:)time allow me to breathe for another week:)

through out the three-hour lesson,i tried to concentrate my work( lecturer alr moving on to 3D motion)while facebook-ing and blog-hopping at the same time. dont worry, i still got the drift of whats happening in class.. thankfully:)athirah was alittle better than me, i was hopeless. thanks athirah for helping me:)

soon, after what it feels like a century, the class ended and i can finally head home again. my head hurts from all the MICROSTATION-ing. LOL.

i bought bubble tea and nothing else because my house if full of chocolates.

2009-06-30T17:43:00.003+08:00

happy birthday ibu!

i dont wanna reveal your real age..

but yesterday you told me that you have turned 22 years old.

well done and congrats!

stay young and hip always:)

keep standing for your own rights!

we love you.

BIG SLOBBERY KISSES FROM ALL OF US.

today school start at eight in the morning..xian..

went out of the house by six thirty and arrived late to school.damn morning traffic jams.

we got a new lecturer for the ONOW module. he is a great guy. he somehow,encourage us to get to relationships in poly because thats how he got his wife. what a great way to know him. even though his lessons are suppose to be two hours long...we ended the class at nine -_-"

the next class starts at two....almost five hours away.

initially, i wanted to follow some of the classmates go jurong point but instead, i head home first to get some things done and put down my laptop.athirah followed me home because she felt rather awkward if she goes with them alone. at first i thought she was kidding because i lived at pasir ris. she wasnt kidding...LOL.

after getting things done,we head to my house and stayed there for 2 hours. we played with spotty,watched comedies on TV,and had lunch.she even fought with me on who is gonna wash the dishes! OMG.HAHA:)

spotty the cat was being a brat and demanded athirah to rub her belly.hmph-__________-"

at 1230pm, we head back to school to have the final class of the day. the class is only for a short while and then we made our way back home.

haikal borrowed my ES notes and promised to hand it up today.BUT HE STILL HAVE NOT HAND IT OVER. i regreted lending him my notes. he is such a noob. now, i will never see my notes ever again.

okaay. see ya later:) i wanna freshen up.

2009-06-28T21:59:00.004+08:00

heey people.

good evening. that means..in a few hours, i will be going back to campus.FOR SCHOOL.
i just finish printing out my timetable and lecture notes. ibu let us ate durians and mangoes. feels great:)

we all just came back from a whole day afair out.
at noon, we went to a wedding by Atiqah's older cousin.Wanted to catch up with her more, but she seemed to be busy entertaining some other guests:( its okay.
i saw aisyah and azri too. azri must be really psyched to get a new sister in law, haha:) i also told ibu that i would never want to have a wedding under a HDB.the lowest i can go is having a wedding in a CC. hahahah:) im just seventeen and im already thinking of all this.wooow:)

after eating,all of us, this include the uncles and the aunties, planned to have a gathering next week. they wanted to play bowling and street soccer. okay, whatever:)
iniatially,after the wedding, we wanted to meet with uncle rizal and his family, beacuse i heard that uncle got his hand slammed by a door of a van. yikes. get well soon, together with oteh who also seemed to have a fever.

but,changed plans.

sooo..my family decided to go to Tampines One to do some shopping. i bought some pens and grip for my squash racket and the rest also bought their own stuff. soon, we were carrying too much plastic bags:)how does that happened?

after the unplanned overshopping, we head to MR teh tarik at tampines st 21 to have dinner! we bought spotty's litter sand and some durians and finally head home to get ready for school tomorrow.

okaay. thats all! good night people.
BEFORE AYAH ASKED,"FATHIN! ARE YOU TAKING PICTURES IN THE CAR AGAIN?"
THE SQUARED JAW PEOPLE.

MAK LONG'S FACE IS HIGHLY HILARIOUS.

IBU IS TRYING TO GET A DRIFT OF SOMETHING.

2009-06-28T10:50:00.008+08:00

heey peepers.
i guess i better hurry up with updating this post becuase ayah is already starting with the housecleaning before school starts tomorow.
all right. lets get this ball rolling.

yesterday, i began the day by going for a short run around the neighbourhood. i return home and did some house cleaning on my own. ibu was busy with the cake.

this goes on until about 10 am. we are supposed to go out for breakfast together as a family, but ibu need to finish up with the cake. so we had to wait for her even longer.
i was famished.so... by 1130,ayah asked me to go to central to buy breakfast. i bought peach ice blended and that was my 2nd bubble tea for the second time conservative. wooow.

by the time, i got home, i saw ibu got teary eyed and she told me that something bad happened to the cake. OMG. ibu was devastated. i understand because that was a wedding cake that was due at one in the afternoon yesterday.

after resting for another three hours, we went out and had dinner first at tampines st 21, at the RASA 21 restaurant. i had chicken rice with vegetables. WOW. WONDERFUL.

then, we head out to sim lim square to look through some computers since ours was already broken. we saw alot of cool CPU designs and i love the one that looks like the transformers machines. i want the yellow one:)

at seven in the evening, we made our way to Great World City to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen at the Gold Class Cinema.

Omg. we are given alot of treatment when we got there. we are told to hang out at the Gold Class Lounge that looks exclusive, and they had pictures of Great Stars on the walls.
we then, head out to the Gold Class cinema and i was astonished when i see the theatre.
we had chairs that you can lie down on and they even have blankets and tables to put our food on! we made our orders right there in the theatre:) i had coke float, mixed popcorns and nachoes. OMG:):)

the movie then started and i was blew right at the beginning. i love the fact that the transformers are working with the humans to get rid of all the Decepticons in the world.
VERY VERY COOL AND AWESOME...I LOVE IT. also, everytime BB(bumblebee:)) comes out, i go" AWW!!"...because he was sooo cute. i love his irresistable personality.

it was also a great ending, it was quite obvious who won.

we then, head home instead of going for late dinner because we are too full of popcorn and nachoes.:)

ibu was still sad when we went out for dinner. its okay bu, you tried your best!
it takes practice and patience.

i stop taking pictures until the patron said that we cant take pictures in the cinema la! i totally forgot about the rules because i was very excited to the core.
that was my very first experience to the GOLD CLASS THEATRE!:)

2009-06-26T17:46:00.007+08:00

sigh.
IM FEELING SOOO DEJECTED AND SAD.
somebody tends to use his/her blog for the worse.
i hope you have learnt your lesson and remember that even though that is your blog and you are free to express,
please,for once, remember to stick YOUR nose into ONLY YOUR BUSINESS.

for this situation, please remember RESPECT AND PRIVACY.

oh yeah. we also didnt hear your apology,dear.

remember all the things that we do for you.JUST SIT AND REMEMBER.

we have decided to forgive on your stupid mistake because you are just a little kid and you dont know the world entirely well yet.

we hope you wont do it again.

okaay. putting that remark aside.. i have a rather booring day at home. i awaited for the guys to call up and do the school projects but soo far, the answer is zinch.
i spent the day watching TV online( DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES AND PRISON BREAK),catching up some reading and revising school stuff.also, reminiscing some memories and desiring some things else.

today is FRIDAY, and that means tomorrow we are going to watch TRANSFORMERS 2 at the Golden Class cinema tomorrow!

im a happy kid again:)
god is love.

ps. i promise to have loads of pictures on tomorrow's event.No more wordy posts!:)

all SPOTTY THE CAT does all day was sleeping.
she can sleep anywhere...like on our beds.
above is farihin's bed:)
LOOK! SHE IS EVEN USING THE PILLOW!
OMG.LIKE A TYPICAL HUMAN BEING....

or behind the laptop screen avoiding the evening sun while im online:)

2009-06-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

heey peepers:)

yesterday i had my squash training again which i initially didnt want to go for, due to the stupid rain and my usual peepers not going due to mugging for thier MST next week.okay..good luck you guys.

the SP SQUASH COACH,Zanial Abidin( who i found out that he is once a national player) came down yesterday to give us some training. honestly, i think he is a very good teacher and he concentrated more on skills rather than stamina like our seniors tend to do. we did some drills and ended the session with some PT which is also a killer. as im typing this..my whole body ache..especially my stomach muscles....man.

cheryl(one of my friends in squash) said that SP was having a meeting regarding on whether to have extendsion on the holidays..
should we?
I ALR HEARD THE NYP AGREED ON DOING SO.
wow.

i already voted on "no" on facebook but if we have another week of holidays...i coul maybe finishing up on the projects.

oh yeah. i cant wait for staurday!im going to watch transformers at GOLD CLASS cinema!
woohoo... baby:)

:)
okaay.
bye lovelies.
god is love.

2009-06-23T15:31:00.004+08:00

fathin is feeling sooo pissed right now.
sorry blog-hoppers, but i have to write this down to get it off! my chest.
im done with half of my projects. but the other half of the project load..is still yet to be done.
look at the time now.
what day is it?
tuesday, 23 rd of june and school is re-opening next week.
but it is highly unlikely because it is POSSIBLE that they might extend the holidays by a week or two.
but dont put your freakin' head to high yet.i hate it when people delay their work and relying on other people to step up and do your job for you.
pissedpissedpissed.

this thought have been overcoming me for the past week already. i would never want to fail a module because of failed leadership. i would rather do something to prevent it from happening rather than dying from a sinking ship.

2009-06-22T17:37:00.002+08:00

currently watching homer simpson sucking in marijuana:)

today, i finally met up with jia yu to play squash in the morning till noon.im quite an amateur. the longest game we had was less than a minute.most of the time, either of us missed.however, good game,jia yu! tomorrow,we are gonna play again,but that time,will be with jillian and yi hui.
cant wait.
after the game, i went to have some fruit juice and i accompanied jia yu to T3A to collect some stuff for her friend.then,we head home:)
soon after i reached home,i had my lunch and wash the dishes and i then head over to the doctor to examine the pimple in my eye.
in the end, the doctor didnt poke my eye,instead she gave me cream:)
thank you doctor,for understanding my pain:)

2009-06-21T22:04:00.004+08:00

happy father's day, AYAH!
WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
good evening souls.

im feeling so smuggish right now. i just came back from a family dinner at geylang just now and im tired after purchasing for my stuff a while ago.futhermore, the pimple IN my eye is currently KILLING me every time i blink. of all damn places, why the flesh beneath my eyeball? why on the inside and not on the skin outside? i figured out that it was a pimple when i began to see a white tip above the deep red growth. ohhhhh maaaaaan......

ayah scolded me due to delaying on visiting the doctor and i guess,ibu is fighting the temptation to squeeze the white thingy off. oh nooo please. blinking already brings GREAT pain, whats more squeezing it. i sat down and think, if i were to go to the doctor tomorrow after playing squash at school, will the doctor take tweezers and squeeze her way through???ohhh inhumane pain.

im so afraid, i swear.ill ask the doctor to spread some pimple cream on it. they even advise us on not squeezing our pimples right?

after mandi...ayah tried to fix the computer. the freakin thing didnt show anything for the past two days. stupid useless computer.i hate you.
then,ayah did some accident to the computer regarding some voltage..and BOOM! the computer really exploded! i can hear it from my room. that is when i can finally say that my computer IS DEAD.
now we have to find money to buy a new CPU.I KNOW IT HURTS.

ibu even ask me if i could share my laptop with the rest of the family.

oh well. i got no other way.

what a way to end the day.

2009-06-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

song of the moment.
adam lambert-mad world.
thanks farihin:)

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world

2009-06-20T22:16:00.003+08:00

okaay. seriously,when is FATHER'S DAY?
is it today?
whenever it is, we celebrated abit today for this particular occasion.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY AYAH:)

ibu made this mango cake for him yesterday.the first question he asked was," is this cake fattening?". OMG, he is more worse than teenage girls, i swear. he is very health-consious. ibu said no, and therefore he attacked 3 big slices of that delicious cake. i only ate one:)

the next day,which we believed to be the famous FATHER'S DAY, he went off for his cycling trip to god-knows-where with his buddies.
soooo...
ibu decided to bring us to have breakfast at MCD:)
i had BIG BREAKFAST.. my all time favourite.
then, we did some marketing and went home.

at noon, we went out again.
farihin went with his friends go bowling while me,ibu and ain go do some shopping.
we head off to WS. ibu went to the bank and me and ain went to the library. i borrowed one miserable book.WS LIBRARY GOT NOT MUCH INTERESTING BOOKS. after that, i went to find some crop jeans but all got no size. ahhh...miserable.

then, we made ain's ez link card and i went to get some peach bubble tea.
DELISH.

we then head off to tampines one to do MORE SHOPPING.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE UNICLO.
OMG. wonderful.
the moment my NETS CARD approved,i felt as though the world is mine:)

i bought two tee shirts.very happy with it.
we ate lunch, then we went back home.

2009-06-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

good evening:)
before i start with my project, i think i better spill out what i have done today. finally, i have started meeting up my team mates for the starting of our 4 projects after much calling:)
sooo..we met at dover mrt station at ten before heading to the SP library. shi ting woke up late, so we(athirah,me,chiou looi,michelle and cedric) head off first. during the journey, i realized how much i missed the fruit juice at foodcourt 3.

for that past 2 hours, we "really do" our project and finally finished it. very happy. now it is my turn to do the powerpoint and edit here and there because they believe that my english language is the most superb among all of them. oh well.

after the project, me ,athirah, cedric and chiou looi decided to have lunch at food court 3. i ordered strawberry juice with milk but the aunty gave me strawberry with kiwi instead. it was still delicious though. i had my nasi ayam cutlet with black pepper sauce which only cost 2 dollars:) it was sastifying.

as soon as we finished our lunch, we head off our own ways and i went to WS to do some shopping alone:) then, i head off home.

2moro still got project to do.
see ya guys then.

2009-06-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

i feel as though i have accomplished something great today.
i finally went to squah training today.
jia yu not coming and shuet jing is currently overseas.
so..in the end, i met up with jillian before training. waaahh...long time no see:)

today during squash...some people brought their rackets.i didnt and i feel disabled..some how-_-"
we did some warm ups which doesnt feel like a killer today..thankfully:) and then we did the drills.
when i arrived to the squash court..dave come over and sang.."sexbomb,sexbomb,ur my sexbomb!"...he knew that will crack me up:)
as time passed, i made some friends like,ying,joyce and sya( the other malay girl).
very fun times.

2009-06-17T11:28:00.002+08:00

good morning prisoners.
i am bored out of my mind as i sit here now.i blew it again today. i was supposed to wake up and do some jogging but i slept till 9 am again today.regret is OFFICIALLY taking over my body as i type.i have been doing random exercises for the past week and NO RESULT has shown towards my physique.in fact, i have gain a kilogram for the past two days.i dont get how my body works.i eat normally, i dont eat tooo much( i think) and i always do random skipping and sit ups and all the exercise shizzz...but no improvement soo far. i dont skip my meals..i dont starve myself.

this piece of info that i learned form watching the biggest loser on the hallmark channel...
"do NOT skip your meals as it will signal to your brain to lower your metabolism therefore, burn lesser fats."

hmmmm.
should i take this fact to consideration?

okaay..putting the stupid subject aside...

yesterday....i finally get to see my gfs and watched "drag me to hell" movie at downtown east yesterday evening.
the movie was really scary but it definitely have its OH SO FUNNY moments as well. the story is all about this SICK VIOLENT old lady who cant pay her house and cursed the innocent loan officer in the bank.
go watch it.
it teaches me not to steal other people stuffs and to respect elderly people when they are about to lose thier house:)

2009-06-16T11:49:00.007+08:00

i was supposed to wake up at eight to play badminton with ayah and farihin today.but i fell asleeep till about nine am.they didnt wake me up. at nine thirty, while it was still not hot yet...we three went down to the court and start playing. ayah go fix up the new net while me and farihin challenged one another.
the reason why i couldnt catch the shuttlecock was because the sun was GLARING INTO MY EYES. it was not some random excuse.
after fixing the net, ayah joined us and it was two(me and farihin) against ayah alone.he did say that he IS A PRO.:)
so we smacked,smacked,smacked till some people fall on the puddle and grind their butts on the floor.-_-"
ain then joined us and she played as welll...
she very kaku.XD
she slipped onto puddle.-_-"
funny times.
meanwhile, farihin keep on craving on pancakes.ayah gave us five dollars to buy breakfast at the minimart and we actually took up until ten dollars.that was double of what we are offered.:)

thank you ayah.

oh yeahh..later going to watch "drag me to hell" movie at downtown east with shar.
cant wait!
i have a soft spot for horror flicks these days:)

2009-06-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

hello darlies:)
im watching the oh-so-awesome desperate housewives on channel 5.i have watched the episode online but i dont mind watching again.
i just finished religious class an hour ago and im feeling soo tired.i think i did well today but i screwed up at the last part:(
today,like any other sane person i stayed at home,pampered myself,read books and watched horror movies.
oh yeah. for your information...

im in the mood for some horror flicks. today i just watched the uninvited and 2moro im gonna watch "drag me to hell" with shar:)

cant wait.

2009-06-14T10:30:00.008+08:00

hello darlies.

im back in singapore..after a day full of unfortunate events.

firstly, let me summarise my beginning of the journey to Mersing,Johore.

SUAY TO THE MAX.

why so? thats because on our way to the Malaysia checkpoint,our car broke down. in the middle of the beeline of cars heading to the checkpoint. the car suddenly goes dead and when ayah restart the engine, it will dash in front. daaaaamn. the cars behind are not patient however...they keep honking....never mind,one day it will be your turn and you will get to feel the pain and sheer humiliation. so..slowly we head to check our passports and succeeded to pass it. initially, we wanted to head home instead...but ayah said never mind, we head off to ALIFF RESTAURANT first:) so, on the way there, we had to stop our car and everytime, we stopped it, the car goes dead . -____________-"

we reached ALIFF RESTAURANT and dont wanna eat because of the damn car. i cant even finish up my breakfast as usual. busu family arrived and uncle azmi accompany my father go fix the car.

soon after, the car was alright again:)

the time from the restaurant to mersing was about 3 hours. during the journey, we slept,we read,we dissed one another and almost got killed by a school bus.

we also had chendol for lunch beside the rice field, something that i didnt do everday and it was an enriching experience for me.i also had keropok lekor till i drop and they are freakin' cheap...like only 10 cents per fat piece!
for those who also party around back in singapore...please try this.
it is something totally different. we made friends with the villagers,see the resort by the seaside and more more more!:)
and i never tought that i would enjoy this.
IN MERSING...almost everyone have either a motorcycle or a bicycle.most of the boys there(some of them are younger than me) ride motorcycles and they would ride around town. they would also do stupid circus acts in the middle of the roads like they got freedom of their own.

after that, we head back to johore bahru to shop and have dinner.
very tired after that.
hopefully the car wont breakdown again.

2009-06-12T11:14:00.002+08:00

the picture of the day.
i just love the way spotty sits straight,eyes pierced to the camera and the black-white fur and red collar are clearly seen.

our big house. our beloved crib. this picture was taken after watching prison break. everybody cleaning up and geeting back to sleep.

yesterday, ibu made a batch of heavily chewy brownies which i presume is sooo delish. however, after 6 bites or so, i couldnt take another because the brownie is basically choking me with the thick chocolate.so, i gave it up to ibu for consumage:)

tommorow, me and the whole family will be going to JOHORE to roam around with. maybe go shopping:)

going to buy loads of dvds and games:)

heeeheee. cant wait.

2009-06-11T12:34:00.003+08:00

see....thats my pet,slushrush in pet society.
since i have nothing to do today...i will try to make him go level up:)

but...........

in 3 minutes, ibu is gonna called ayah to check whether i have off my laptop or not.
whats more, i have only be online for less than an hour.
she said if i failed to off now, she will break the laptop when she comes home later at night.
hahahahaha:)
she gotta be kidding me.
she wont do thaaaaat.

today is going to be an awesomely boring day for me.
maybe im going to read up my book, MARIAN KEYES,THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STORY today.
through out the day, i also swore myself on not taking sweet drinks today just like the past two consecutive days.

DRINK MINERAL WATER TODAY!
-__________-"

maybe going to watch spongebob now with farihin.
look at how boredom transformed me.

2009-06-10T13:00:00.001+08:00

decided not to go to squash today.
still very tired.
wilson the squash captain, if you happen to read this...
i promise i will run later to build up my stamina.
i cant make it today.
im bushed.

2009-06-10T11:30:00.002+08:00

ayah just called.
he said he is coming home soon.
woooooow...everyone started cleaning the house.
i sweep the floor,bring down the clothes,hang the clothes,wash the dishes.
ain clear the dust,vacummming over the places where i have just swept.-______-"
farihin sweep the kitchen .

i made scrambled eggs.
worst ever.
salty to the max at different parts of the eggs.
burnt on one side.
hmph.

later in the afternoon, have squash practice.
having second thoughts about attending it today.
not feeling too good.

2009-06-09T11:22:00.005+08:00

the picture above is way different from how i look during squash camp.
during camp, i was sweaty,smelly and very unglam.
my mother would think this picture sucks too.
hahaaha:)
oh wait.
ayah is finally home.

currently busy with: finishing up the physics homework while downloading some tunes for my mp3.

its early in the morning and i dont have any activity to do today. i promised myself to do some exercising like..going up the stairs for double time, but in the end,i just did 3oo rounds of skippings and 30 cruouches. while doing that i watched mtv's breakfast club,friends on star world and the nanny on hallmark channel at the same time.

ayah just brought us breakfast(there goes my half hour of exercising) and head down to the carpark to do some stuff to our car.ain went to band in school while farihin is also online but using another different computer.also,he discovered ain's undies in his closet.*GASP-_-"*

today is the official start of my holidays. despite so, there is still squash training every wednesday and there are times where i have to meet up to do my school projects. tomorrow, the REAL SP COACH is coming down to sell some of the squash raquets and some shoes. the seniors said that he owns a shop and his items are of really good price...like a branded raquet for 80 dollars.

i bought mine for sixty dollars from sportlink:)

its tuesday again....THAT MEANS...

i can finally use the GRAPEFRUIT BODY SCRUB while bathing today!!
yeeeeeeaaaaah:)

2009-06-08T16:32:00.002+08:00

what im doing now at 4.33 pm at home: watching MTV:)

IM BACK FROM SQUASH CAMP!!

yeees...finally.i had my 3 days/2 nights in SP,from friday till today afternoon..

my overall experience during the camp was more of awkward for me rather than awesome.thats because, i am having to face a language barrier between my fellow squashies. i happened to be the only malay in the ENTIRE CAMP. that means i have to receive special treatment during the camp.

what do i mean getting "special treatment"?
it means that u have to,

check my food that im eating is halal.( i once asked whether the mee goreng is halal,which was a stupid question and kuan hoe,keep using it as a joke on me.)
my GL (group leader) keep reminding the rest of the campers to speak in english for MY SAKE.

during the camp, i didnt really have friends except for shuet jing and yi hui. most of the campers have their own cliques and when i happened to be hanging out with them..the first ten minutes of the convo will be in english and then,it will be in chinese after that. so...i could not relate to them and therefore, i kept quiet.i was quite lonely,unfortunately.

however,the games that the seniors organised are rather fun and upbeat and kept us high and screaming the entire day.we played games like traffic lights,spider webs and other typical games. the most awful one is the caterpillar game where it almost resorts to horny. we have to put our legs over somebody else's legs, covering the groin and grind your butt across the floor to get to the other side.

we had our night games too, like this one called angels and demons where we have to collect light sticks around campus at midnight. we had demons chasing us and threatening to confiscate our light sticks.

for the first night,we have to light out at three am in the morning.

on the second night, we are allowed to stay up and most of the squashies slept at about 5 am. not me...i cant take it and i fell asleep at 3 3o am.the chief in camp told us that we can stay up ,so long as we keep the noise level down but what i experience that night was a total different thing.

80% of the campers are not sleeping yet...they sat up and talk about anything under the freakin' moon. some,are talking about porn,sex and boyfriends while another grop was sharing some ghost stories. i was not close to them and i couldnt understand chinese,therefore, i slept in with the other minority.

while i was trying to sleeep...my bunk room was having a slumber party.guys started streaming in and talk in their deep voices.they laugh,they cranked their ipods loudly . i tried to sleep,but FAILED.thanks guyssss.

the best thing about this camp, is that we dont have to wake up early and there are no drills in the morning.:)

we also have to do some skits which sucked and had shim's night which we have dress yi hui into a girl. damnn...for a guy, he does look pretty..that im soo jealous. kudos to the other "gays" as well.:)

at the end, of then camp, we ate pizzas and my group,PINCHY won second place on the overall.

2009-06-05T16:49:00.002+08:00

SLEEPING.
READING.
WATCHING TV.
EATING LOADS.
im finally doing whatever i want.

today school ended at eleven and we only had one test..that is CAD studio.it sucks.
im never good in managing a computer software.however, i didnt totally ditch the whole paper of course.i complete the two structures,so..i should be getting marks for that.

now, im siting here,playing yovlle in facebook,while watching simpsons on STAR WORLD and figuring what is for dinner today.

2moro,im having squash camp tomorrow till monday.
so will be updating more for that soon.

2009-06-04T13:15:00.005+08:00

hey peepers and silent readers:)

firstly, i have been very busy this week as you can see my last entry is on monday and it is thursday already.it is my term test week and while some people are having their school holidays now..im seriously making time to study as much as possible.im left with two more tests,FOUNDATION PHYSICS(today at three thirty) AND CAD STUDIOS(tomorrow).

apart from the crappy tests,this week has been a blast. i went to the national library and i also had squash again this week. the warm-ups in squash is always a killer and i swear i can get back my good shape by the end of two months. i hope soooooo....

also....my real holiday starts next week. thats when im done with all the tests and finish the squash camp,which im looking forward to.its going to be filled with awesome activities and awesome people. i hope i got the ball of the time,just like the seniors promised.

i also have already bought my squash racket(pardon my spelling) for a freakin'60 dollars at the SPORTLINK shop yesterday at white sands as it was GSS. its branded,PRINCE and it red,white and black.hmmmm...very solid looking.

after that,i bought a pair of headphones at challenger and THE SIMS 3 computer game is already OUT!!
but, i did not buy it now because im not so sure of the system requirements.huhhhhh....-__-"

then, when down to buy spotty litter sands and i went to snoop around to see HOW my old workplace has been(BATA)....i see jamie as usual....2 malay girls and this acceptably thin man.
then i ask myself.."where is that hisham?" the malay guy that i see standing at the men shoes section was wearing a black shirt,not the usual one and was slightly taller than me....and he was looking way thinner than hisyam,the last time i saw him.

what a freakazoid.

if that is really him...how could he be that skinny in such short period of time??

overdued pictures.

oh yeahh...
thats the stupid cat that has been showing at our door steps recently.
he is skinny and have fleas.

2009-06-01T16:10:00.002+08:00

tests week started today.

no classes..only tests today.
and im feeling soooo lethargic.i think i cracked my brain too hard.

we had structural mechanics and environmental science tests today.
tests started at nine, but ibu pinched me to wake up at six thirty.
she shouted in my ear..."wake up! wake up!! you will be late for the tests!"
and its not even seven yet.
she said she will kick me out of the house by seven fifteeen,whether im ready or not.
haha:)
ayah heard the commotion and he reprimanded me on being late for school.
i just act happy and say okaaay.
nothing is gonna ruin my day.

so i head out to campus and reached at 830am..ibu was like texting me,"you reach already?" and "where are you?"-_-"

structural mechs was first. cracked my head and after the test, somebody told me that the test was only 5% of the overall. wth.....................
and they treat it like a real exam.
sheeeesh.
and if our phones happen to ring during the exam...it will be a $50 fine.

break was okaaay.
people were relaxing instead of revising.

then.....environmental science.
MCQ questions was a breeze..same quetsions as the tutorials.
i got 24 out of 30.
some people get full marks.
shi ting got 29 out of 30.
waaaah...im soo jealous.
she said she just memorise all of the answers.
-________________________-"

calcualations was next.
i made some not so serious mistakes.
i do hope somehow i can get about 60 marks
hahaha:)

2009-05-31T13:10:00.003+08:00

we went to have dinner at parkway parade together as a family last night.
had fish and chips.had ice milk tea.
discovered something awful.
fish fellet become sooo thin...but more fries.
the cup they use to contain my drink was so small.

how pathetic.
i was still hungry tho.
ain didnt eat anything. she ate this thing called durian mount everest.
ayah ate something hot and after that he ate durian ice kacang.

after that, we go shopping.
ayah+ farihin go to ROYAL SPORTS HOUSE to get a new badminton raquet.
me+ibu+ain go to ESPRIT,DIVA,DOROTHY PERKINS AND SASA...i bought bangles and new body scrub from sasa..grapefruit flavor:)

then, we meet up at BORDERS(family so called favourite spot) and i get the urge to get a new set of headphones but didnt get in the end because im too stingy with my money:)

soon,its already ten. we dont wanna go home yet.

come on..its SATURDAY NIGHT, pee-pearl-_-"

so, we head off to changi to see the night market. suprising amount of people today.
thats because there was a marathon going on.
ayah keep commenting on why most runners are chinese and hardly no malays.
he kept commenting that the malays are eating at the hawker centre instead while the others go for the marathon.

sheeeesh..ayaaah-_-"

i bought shoes that im going to wear tomorrow for school ,ibu bought ain and farihin books,ibu bought table tops and ayah bought a gold pharoah head for deco at home.

very tired...go home.
by then,its past midnight.

okaaay.gotta continue with studying.

2009-05-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

yes,yes..thats spotty.

and...for once...i really pity her. husain called her cow cat and alien doesnt find her CUTE.

hmph.

gasak korang laaaaa:(

i was stuck alone in the house with spotty the whole morning...and she has no one to turn to except for me.so...in the midst of studying, she would jump onto my study table and take a look out the window or maybe destroy my pencil case with her claws.

so....i head off to campus for my foundation physics class...and i was late.20 minutes late to be exact.

bad habits are hard to break.

when i entered the room, alien and the rest were like saying to me.."oi..wrong class!wrong class! why are you soo late??".i just smiled cheekily and took my seat next to michelle. then, when it is attendance taking...my turn came and the boys said.."she never come! absent absent!".wth... they can be soo annoying and funny at the same time... i shouted back..."wahliao, you guys...soo mean laaaa...im here!"...hahaha:)

during the lesson...the guys asked why i was late....i used the 'doctor appointment' excuse. hahaha...what a liar:)

the rest of the lesson was okay...and i went back home with alien and the rest.

alien can be so uber irratating to the max la kannn... always call me ghost because im the fairest in class.comparable to a freakin' ghost is it???

hahaaaa...

and also note to self:

time to safe money to buy a pair of oxford shoes and a light blue demim jacket.:)

2009-05-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

omg.see that stupid schedule.taking up my time.next week is already my test week.gosh...its fast.this week was jam-packed. must bring the laptop every day this week,because the lecturers need it for revision.

oh,and by the way...did you see that photos that we took 3 years ago?
i still kept it in my handy-book.
:)

okay...
time for me to tell what happened today.
today i had school from 3 to 5 pm...got oral communication.
so...i took the train to school..as per normal.
just when the train was about to leave...4 malay guys who are besties...come over to me and sat beside me,2 on each side. soooo...i was in the middle of 4 of them.haiyoooo...
i thought they would leave sooner or later...but as i saw their laptop cover...SP LOGO WAS SOO CLEAR.
shucks..im stuck with them till dover.

all the way through dover, i swear i caught hatred glances at me from the other ladies..esp from the SIMEI ITE:)
haha....but what the hell... i just stayed cool.
just when i reached dover, i zoomed! to school.
heeeeh.

when i reached the classroom...it was dark.but i saw people inside. i tried open the door but it wouldnt budge.somebody opened the damn door, i looked in and i found 20 people staring back at me in the dark. then someboday said...."hi fathin........."then, i just said "whaaaaat..."

during the OC lesson, we had to do presentations...i did mine, and got positive results:)
then,somehow,every one's laptops cant be used for presentation,so they had to use mine.
okaay then.

finish class at five and went home with athirah,kerbelle,cedric,mung hua and wang di.

2009-05-27T21:35:00.004+08:00

okaaay,peepers.
beware ..this is a long post.
i bet only bookworms will survive after reading my post for today.

firstly....sorry for not updating daily.
yes, like every other sane person,im busy with assignments,projects,reports and tests.

today,i had a quote in mind.

SEIZE THE DAY!:)

that is because, i had test for 2 out of three lessons today.
CAD studio test was okay...but i need to speed up.
STRUCTURAL MECHANICS test was not okay.i think i will get method marks but not getting the right answer.
note to self:pratice makes perfect. (that goes for squash too:))

today,after finishing up the test,i run over to the squash court for CCA.
immediately changed into the sports attire and head off to the first court.
SHUET JIE,JIA YU AND JILLIAN saw me and im glad that i lightened up thier faces, they opened the door for me and welcome me with WIIIIIIIIIDEE arms. haha..
even DAVE, the vice captain feel my presence.

so, we had some drills and i discovered that i really SUCKED in serving the ball. MISSING THE BALL makes me look bad and amateur.hpmh.JIA YU was really good that we labelled her as the QUEEN.waaaaah...her face become so red and she was hiding behind me the whole time.

during the CCA,we mad friends with two other boys,KK(acts handsome) AND EE HUI(only have "yes" and "out" in his dictionary.),who are decently cute. i can tell that KK had the hots for JIA YU because i caught him grinning while she wasnt looking. haha:)

after SQUASH, i made my way home and i passed the gradation party.GRADUATES wearing the robes and taking pictures with thier parents:)
one day...it will definitely be MY TURN.

so...i made my way home.

and whats with women wearing long blouses without any pants on???
esp when you are fifty and have cellulite.

hah:)

the outdated pictures.
hehe.

2009-05-25T12:09:00.002+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL.
again.
ITS MONDAY.
again.
SEE HOTSTUFF BOY.
again:)

yesterday night,i was almost dead.i mean,physically. i was soo tired, that i only studied another one chapter of environmental science.then, i went online for a while,transfer some good tunes in my mp3 and poof!i was asleep.

therefore, now, i am sitting in the campus library/cafe, waiting for my most hated subject to begin at one later.

yesterday's kenduri at nenek house was energy consuming.we have to help out, serve and entertaining the guests.nenek invited almost 100 people and i think only 60 come.yes, my beloved grandmama is very socialable.shge entertain everyone till her feet got swollen.

picture will come in the next post,because there is a stupid network problem in the campus.

2009-05-23T23:07:00.005+08:00

today have been a tiring day for me.
studying for only 2 hours in the morning,madrasah in the afternoon and have to help out at grandmama's house for the kenduri tomorrow.now, im at home, wishing i can continue studying but i know that my body and esp the brain cant absorbing anything.

like the saying goes.

"quality is far more important than quantity."

today at madrasah,sakeenah was sick unusually and she got a little cranky,so i stayed out of her affairs for a little bit.
after madrasah,we then head off to grandmama's house to help out for the kenduri tomorrow.
dinner there was okay,i ate mee bee hoon and durian.
we then made our way to the florist.
the place was humongously.
we went there for the roses and the place where the flowers are kept is so cold, it is about 0 degrees.
that cold.
shiverring and dancing like a big baboon.
hahahaha..

2009-05-21T22:36:00.003+08:00

that was spotty looking into the printer while i was printing out my lecture notes and assignments. haiyo...no wonder the ink alwaays run out sooo fast.

after finishing with the revising for the past two hours, i decided to go online.yes,yes, usual places, facebook,gossipteen.com and doing some blog hopping.my body still hurts and im trying every way to relax.

today, i can officially say that i have watched american idol for three times already. star world channel keep repeating the telecasts and its getting boring,obviously.

today while going home from campus today, it was not as usual as any other days. athirah went off to take the bus at the dover mrt station,so im left alone to take the train on my own. i thought husain said that he wanted to stalk me and psycho me into liking his favourite music like the goo goo dolls and michelle branch.

sheeeeeeeeeeesh. he was no where in sight.

so, i boarded the train alone,standing alone ,beside this nerdy chick wearing a china brand tee shirt and straight jeans and white sneakers....almost making out with her nerdy boyfriend.not long after, i managed to get a seat.

soon,reached raffles place station.i saw this old lady and gave up my seat.

she said something like this...

"thank you x3 ,you are very sweet."

i couldnt hear much because i had lady gaga blasting in my ears and all i did was smile.

all the way,she smiled at me and always tell me to sit whenever there was a free seatt. but i kindly refused.hahahhahaha.

finally,i sat next to her and she thought i was working because im wearing home clothes.

haiz...

in the end, she left at tampines.

this is what you get when you did a good deed.

you even made friends sometimes.

2009-05-21T12:11:00.003+08:00

MY CONGRATES GOES TO KRIS ALLEN FOR WINNING THE AMERICAN IDOL!

i will not buy your CD but i will support you all the way. ADAM GLAMBERT, its okay you didnt win,your screaming moments with your tongue sticking out will be in my head for a long time.

paula abdul is right. you are ICONIC.

i love the finale this morning by the way. it rocks that im watching the live version and not the usual encores. very well done,especialy to KARA DIOGARDI on getting back with the BIKINI GIRL and looking at her face during that performance was priceless.

i love the performances by BEP,KISS,JASN MRAZ,QUEEN,QUEEN LATIFAH AND LOADS MORE.

however, i will miss american idol.

haiyooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

iwantmore!iwantmore!iwantmore!

too bad must wait till next january.

-________________________________________-"

oh yeah.go to this website.

if you think your life sucks,

read this.

Today, my friend and I decided to wear a new red lipstick. The guy I like turned around, looked at her and said, "Red is a really interesting, sexy color. Pretty bold. Not bad." and he smiled. I waited, smiling also, only for him frown and say, "Your teeth are REALLY yellow." FML

www.fmylife.com

thanks husain for recommending this.

hahahhaa..

hell of a laugh.

2009-05-20T21:40:00.003+08:00

i just had a blast from the past.
today, i finally had my first squash training today after CAD class.i couldnt wait for class to be over and when it finally did, i went straight out of class and head down to the sports hall to change and assemble at the squash area.i met up with JILLIAN and she greeted me with bad news saying that the squash team is having the trials again..knowing that, makes my heart drops to the hard ground.
i dont want to do trials again.
-________________________-"

however, as time passes,actually,there is no trials at all! whew laaaa...however, we had to begin with the warmups at the stadium,where we have to run five rounds.
wahliao...by the time,im finished with the third round,i was puffed out and my chest was on fire.hahahha...

after that, we head back to the courts and do some drills and meanwhile i made even more friends,jia yu and shuet chie.:)

i also found our that im the only malay in the whole squash team.
wooooooow.
by the time,we are dismissed, the captain asked me whether i have blog or not. he exclaimed that he read in one of the blogs regarding the SO SQUASH TRIALS and it happened to be mine.

of all blogs,it happened to be MINE.
AND thank goodness, i didnt write anything mean in that particular post.
now siting at home,with my whole body aching.
2moro morning class cancelled and i am SOO going to watch THE ANERICAN IDOL FINALE.

GO ADAM GLAMBERT/KRIS ALLEN!

i dont care who win.
but you all did really great today:)

2009-05-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

i think i might explode anytime soon.
tests (not exams), will be coming in two weeks time.
CAD studio and microstation triforma (aka computer based programmes) are literally cracking my head.so far, it has been past one month and the teachers are already asking whether we need any additional lessons or not.ESPECIALLY THE COMPUTER BASED SUBJECTS.

like,OMG, it has been only one month and you are expecting us to be almost experts by now?

i rather read my wordy lecture notes and do some calculations,rather than asking myself continuously why the circle in the computer wont come out the way i want to.

argh..i wanna sleep but i just cant.just yet.

im even playing crazy taxi on faceboook to keep me uprooted.

2009-05-19T12:22:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD.

I GOT INTO THE SCHOOL SP SQUASH TEAM!!

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH:)

was bloody happy la when i received the email this morning in athirah's laptop. kuan hoe and alex still have not gotten the email yet.never mind guys...just wait!

i thought i might never made it and i did.:)
finally...a CCA.yeaaaaah.

2moro is the starting of the training.
cant wait.maybe i shall go to the june holiday camp too with jillian.

next up: be the girls team captain by the end of next year.

today was only a 2-class affair in SP.ONOW and BTM. most of the guys didnt come for the ONOW lesson because its very boring. what the hell-_______-"
stilll....you guys should not skip lessons like that okaaay.

after that lesson, it was lunch.the girlfriends decided to eat at foodcourt one, so thats where we head to.

then, i saw him.

my beloved eyecandy that i can only admire from far.

he is a malay.
but he looked like he come from a britney spears's music video.
hahahahahaha:)
thats how hot he is.
nyehnyehnyehnyeh.

hahahahhahaha...im such a noob.

but there is a pillar that always block my vision to see him.
is this a sign???

2009-05-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

to my dear bestie, QURRATUAINI:)
happy birthday dearest!
i dont have a picture of you here because your blog dont allow me to copy,
but i will always have an image of you in my head,
that can last for a LOOOONG time.
here,wishing you all the best in whatever you do.
you deserve all the best in this world!
we all love you truckloads.

i cant believe that i trade my dear friend's birthday party for a crappy day out with my family. maybe it my PMS:) i was planning to go to the part after madrasah but i received a call from ibu saying that we are going out to eat dinner with the WHOLE FAMILY. -____-"

so,we head off to tanjung katong complex to search some stuff for the major kenduri next week.
during the shopping period, ayah made a comment that my vest looked like a bra from the back.

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?????????

due to how sensitive i was on my image, i angrily took out my vest and hold it at one hand.
that was when i was irratated with EVRYTHING.

i was irratated that my old folks' keep fussing over what i wear.
mine you ,it was just my tee shirt and jeans. not some tube and miniskirt.

i was irratated on how my tee shirt always roll up and expose my undies.

i was irratated on my tyre around my tummy.
makes me feel so fat and insecure.quite a confidence-deflater.

i was irratated that my claypot rice that i had for dinner SUCKS.

i was irratated with the stupid music that ayah was playing in the car.
i had my paramore's decode cranked up to the maximum.

i was irratated that the jeep in front of us during our ride home was driving sooo slow.

i was irratated that my parents commented on how fat i was.
yes,im irratated and even more angrier,thanks.

therefore,due to that,im going to tampines1 to get myself two more shirts in bigger size.
this for you guys to be happy.
let me look like a geek right?

hmph.

2009-05-15T23:13:00.004+08:00

squash trials today was AWESOME:)

the seniors are all so freakin' friendly and fun to the maximum.
just like any other sport trial, we had to begin with warm-ups and we were told to split into groups between those who have any experience on any raquet sports and those who doesnt. i joined the group which has the experience.

so..we began by having some basic plays...where we have to beat the ball to the wall. for the first three tries, i look like a supernoob who shoots too low.however, on my forth tries onwards, i manage to get it at the acceptable rate.then, we were tested. the senior will shoot the ball to the wall, and we have to hit it back . we have to keep on doing this for 5 times in a row.-____-"

one by one went..some people did very well..but none did very badly. by the time, its my turn, i swear my heart was in my mouth. i took the raquet in hand and knew this was it. my hand was shaking alittle and i knew no one can save me now. the senior swing the ball and it hit the wall perfectly, i waited for it to bounce once on the floor before hitting it back on to the wall.

omg...i did it!!

i did the other four shots as well, and i didnt make any mistake. except when, the senior commented that i should have more strength when i hit the ball. okaaaay.

next up...they tested our stamina.
we had to run three sets of laps,lasting over three minutes each and i swear by the time,i completed each set, i could almost feel my chest burn.

first set: i completed 60 laps.
second set: i completed 48 laps.
third set: we girls do not need to do because our girl captain says so...omg..thank you sooo much.

the number of the laps i did was not dissapointing.

they will be releasing the results next tuesday.
i hope i can get in!
amin.

2009-05-14T13:21:00.003+08:00

this is the photo of the day.
shi ting is soooo creative:)

today school starts sooo early laaa..have to be outta of the house by 640 am. my friend,syoks:) told me that going out that early sounds similar to being in secondary school...but no ehhhh....we have very long breaks with only 2 classes a day, VERY DIFFERENT FROM SECONDARY SCHOOL.-______-"

i realised that people,especially those going to work especially, can be very KIASU. when the train arrives, they would not let the people in the mrt to get out of the freakin'train first.
-_______-"

also...when you got the seat...and you happened to be a youngster...they will STARE at you, giving mental messages threathening,"you better get out of the train at the next stop..im gonna take your seat..'.

when someone happened to got up, it feels as though you are watching a battle of death..for the seat...and when you win,you let out a wide grin and stick your butt to the seat and admiring your victory.

hahaha...but its a funny battle to watch tho.

bye. just another random topic and my opinions on things happening in my life from nurfathinizzathi:)

ahhh..2moro have squash trials. shizzzz.-_____-"
lets hope i get in this one. i need a cca fast.:)

2009-05-12T14:00:00.003+08:00

goofing around to the max after completing assignment is coool.-_____-"

these pictures are taken during the our nation,our world module..
we have to do service learning and my group decide to have activities set at one particular chidren's home. i wannnaaa dooo baking...:)

here are some pictures.

2009-05-10T21:52:00.006+08:00

I LOVE MY MOTHER.
I CHERISH MY MOTHER.
I TRESURE MY MOTHER.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY IBU!!!

firstly, thank you for constantly reminding us that ALLAH s.w.t loves us and reminding us to keep rooted.thank you once again for being patient and tolerant with our ever-so-childish behaviours and attitudes.thank you for baking us cakes and making delicious dinners everyday.we always never say thank you to you after every dinner but you know that we are appreciative when we always ask for more rice.:)

sooo..to celebrate this occasion, we brought ibu to dinner at bedok corner to eat the worthy chicken chop that she has been craving for 4 days ago! hahaha:)

hope you like it ibu.
we all did..and now we are all stuffed till we cant breathe right.-____-"

we love you oh sooo much.

oh yeah.wish me luck for the netball trials tomorrow.
i know i can make it.
but i just hope nothing goes wrong.
like tripping over shoelaces.
:)

this is spotty the cat sleeping with farihin.
alamak...that naughty kitten is soooo adoarable laaaa.:)

2009-05-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

see that masterpiece on the bottom right?

we made that cake:)...including my mother.it is not something for mother's day..its something that we can sink into our throats with cold milk.

its...BROWNIE FUDGE CAKE. :)

to my mother...ROHAYAH BTE MOHD NOH.. happy advanced mother's day.

we love you alot. especially ayah:)

yeah.we love our mother truckloads. she is the best!:)

thank you for respecting our decisions in life and supporting as all way through!

2009-05-07T13:42:00.002+08:00

i am feeling the sense of euphoria in me today.

despite being late today for class...i can still complete my test and still passed it with flying colours;)damn traffic jams..unfortunately, i arrived 15 minutes late but still can complete the test...which consist of only one question.hahaha....

after the test, we continued with the new chapter and suddenly, rusydi got a text from the OC lecturer that we wont be having class in the afternooon...waaahhh..so happy laaa :) anddd....unlike th normal secondary school, where we have a relief teacher, we dont have one here in SP! WE CAN GO STRAIGHT HOME!!:) best kannn....

however, before ka-booshing my way home, we ate lunch at foodcourt 2 which never fails to make us all bloody full, and after that we went to the CCA showcase. athirah signed up for the band and i signed up for the netball team. the trials is next monday and im so excited.hopefully the seniors and the other freshies are friendly.:)

at first, i was tempted to joined touch rugby,but i know i have to ask ibu first. so, in the toilet while waiting for athirah to wash off the blue-ness in her month because of the blue cotton candy, i popped the question. she asked me,"isnt touch rugby, a game for boys?". -___-"

haha...so in that mini-delima, i finally chose netball.:)
however, the timing seems to crash with my ngaji on monday!
the timing is monday and wednesday 6 .30 to 9 pm.

all this is to burn that vacation fats and get that desired body that every girl wish they had!
haha..:)

2009-05-06T20:29:00.002+08:00

OMG.WHAT TO TAKE FOR MY CCA????"-____-

im not taking wakeboarding anymore.
my old folks DISAPPROVED.
they dont want me to die from drowning in the middle of the ocean.
they say i cant swim. but they have lifejackets!
but now, i have made up my mind.
im signing up for the netball team.
go for the tryouts.
get in successfully..be in the official school team.
be the team's captain by the end of next year.
i know i can do it.
i know im talented in netball since eon years ago.:)

today..i spent only only 5 hours in school.thats not the shortest.i spent only two hours on friday ...:)

i got foundataion physics and CAD studio todaaay.:)

initially,i hated this two subjects but somehow,i changed my mind. somebody told me that you have to be open in whatever you want to do and stay at the positive light, so you can absorb the essential things you need to study.i really want to be the top student, so i have to do my very best you know?

tomorrow is the first step.it is the first ever test.structural mechanics.i know i can score!:)

wish me luck okaay.

iloveyou.:)

2009-05-05T22:27:00.004+08:00

today cannot go home early again.

must attend the science centre field trip in the afternoon.

fortunately,there was only one lesson for today and we got the rest 2.5 hrs to do what we want till we have to assemble at the bus bay to head off to the destination.

we had our OUR NATION OUR WORLD lesson today. our lecturer instructed us to get into our groups for the project.in this project we have to do some service learning ,and it contributes majorly in our yearly result.-___-"she also told us that she will be leaving us soon...i noticed that most of our lecturers are quite elderly and many consider retirement this year onwards.

after that,we had lunch and athirah need to see the guys for the oral communication project.so, its me and the 3 chinese beloved girls...CHIOU LOOI,SHI TING AND MICHELLE. we hanged around MOBERLY STUDENT HUB AND THE LIBRARY.

2pm came, and we have to assemble at the bus bay to get onto the bus.upon reaching there,we have to take our temperature and being the first girl out successfully, i head in to the omni-theater with the guys first. athirah got something wrong with her tempreture and husain got the tempreture of 38.1 degrees celsius.they told him to wear a face mask but he didnt and he went home first.. missing the film.

we watched the alps film in the omni theatre and it was INFORMATIVE. i didnt know that something peace from afar looked so fierce and scary when nearer.hmpph-__-"

all was well today.hopefully tomorrow will be too.

2009-05-03T21:58:00.004+08:00

sunday's rountine was all about getting ready for monday.cleaning the house and hope it will stay that way through out the week,printing the lecture notes and assignments for this week,and packing to get ready for school...and finally,revising all my subjects and do the important school homework.

after doing all that jazz,we got ready and head over to nanny's house.on we reached there,all of the uncles and aunties and our cousins were watching an indon movie which seemed to have a sex scene and thats when they shooed all the young ones out of the room.

the feast was quite a good spread..we have from mee hoon putih to spicy floss bread.:)my favourite. we ate durians too...those of which are deep yellow and fleshy.
yumms.

meanwhile,atiqah wants to play this game called 21 where we have to count and when the person who got the no.21 will have to get a funny forfeit.after that game, dinie taught us another game..which i dont know whats its name...but it got its own forfeits as well.

atiqah have to talk to flowers
dinie have to shout"i love zafrie!" over the window.
afiq have to act like dog.
i have to lick walls.

haha...loads of laughs all over.i SWEAR at the time i have to lick the walls,cameras were all over me.

you guys are soo fun.
hope to have another gathering like this in the near future again.

thats when she receive SK-2 package from her husband and children. she was soo happy.
she cried when reading the letter.

2009-05-02T12:54:00.004+08:00

ibu is having her cooking class outside...
ahhhh..i woke up in the middle of the night just to get ready for a site trip which only last for one and a half hours.

reached dover mrt station at seven fifteen and when to the double bus stop to get bus 74.however,to get to macritchie reservoir,we have to take 27 stops!!

-_______-"

despite the abundant number of stops that we have to take,we are not the latest ones to arrive.husain and the rest of the guys are.hahaaaa...:)

by the time,we reached there, i noticed what a beautiful saturday morning it is.different people from different schools are having their canoeing CCA.very refreshing indeed.most of the students there are well-built and there are no fat people around..seriously.

our lecturer taught us how to use the instruments and i did a little hands-on. over-all..the experience was fun and enriching.however,for a beautiful morning,it was alittle too hot and i was sweating profusely.

okayy..i got loads to do...madrasah starts in an hour and i got to
study FOUNDATION PHYSICS.
study ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE.
study STRUCTURAL MECHANICS.
do today's report.
finish up ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE'S PRACTICAL.

see you soon,darlies.ill update 2moro...we got to go to family gathering at rumah nenek...
our grandma misses us.:)

2009-05-01T21:36:00.006+08:00

i visited jannah, my dear sick friend today.
i am also happy to meet the other girlfriends as well.

i meet the others at tampines mall first and we head off to the supermarket at the basement first.we bought for jannah,organic apples,oranges and cookies.we also bought her favourite flower,SUNFLOWER for a freckin' 7 dollars for one..wooooo.

after that,we zoomed our way to her house and also met up with QEU in the void deck.
upon reaching her humble home,we exchanged hugs and kisses and sit at the living room. we got cool drinks and nice food thanks to jannah's family..and i also think that they serve the organic apples as well:)

we sat down there and talked about our schools and also took some pictures.jannah explained to us how did she found out about her condition and the process of the operation.i must say that she is such a serious TROOPER.well done,jannah.:)

after taking enough pictures,rauhdah,syafa and nurul had to go off first but the rest stayed on to watched survivor on TV.

soon enough,we decided to go off to tampines mall because i need ot get a new bag and nurani needs a new earpiece for her laptop.i also got to meet azhar during that time.
after much tiring period of shopping, i finally brought a bag,shar bought C&K shoes, nuraini got her earpiece and both jannah and fizah got their language books.
we are soo sastified.:)

what is wrong with my face at the last picture....
its looks like me 100 times tired.
and got two apples hidden inside each cheek.
tembam la fathin.haha.:)

2009-04-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

booyaaa to you.

currently, im waiting for the next class which will be at three pm.now...im waiting for the guys to come so that we can buy the long waited ice chocolate at the cafe bar...yums:)

later in the evening,me and the family are going for dinner outside and be taking the cat stuff from oteh's house... cant wait!

tomorrow..no schoool...:)

2009-04-30T11:49:00.003+08:00

to my dear friend nurul jannah imran.(right of the picture)

have no fear of the operation today.you will be fine, i promise,because i have already prayed to ALLAH S.W.T. to watch over you during the operation.this operation is going to make you loads better and if you are feeling bored while waiting,listen to miley cyrus's the climb. that will be inspirational.i hope to see you soon..okay, girlfriend.

you will be in our prayers.

we love you truckloads.

2009-04-29T17:56:00.002+08:00

I JUST SAW ANGELS IN DISGUISE WHILE TAKING THE TRAIN BACK HOME TODAY.

today at CAD studio lesson was really horrible today.its a computer based lesson and i suffered so much to follow up.while multi-tasking, i went into facebook and saw this.

"most best looking person contest.your ranking is no.10":)

wah... thank you to all who voted for me...im already greatful that i am in the no.1 for the most lovable person contest already.:)
in between,i chatted with atiqah and ibu.get well..atiqah! we all love you very much.:)

during the lesson,the guys seemed to be the expert of the class but they are not really much of a help. all the girls are clueless COMPLETELY.

on the way home,atirah ,shi ting and me decided to go home seperately.
so during the train journey...something hapenned and it made me felt so touched.

AN OLD LADY IN THE TRAIN WANTS TO GO TO TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL.
she asked the girl next to me where would she alight but the girl doesnt know.she looked at me a couple of times but i think she must have guessed that im a malay.when the train reached tanjung pagar,she asked again but to a different person.this woman, decided to help the lady to bring her directly to tan tok seng hospital.so, when they reach Raffles City.however, being old, the old lady could not walk that fast and by the time she and the woman reached the door,it closed.OMG, i feel so sad for her.so, they waited till the next stop and alighted the train.

sigh..sometimes,i wonder what is my fate when i reached that golden stage of my life.
will i have a good life,with fillial children?
or will i have old smelly clothes and walk around the city with a brown stick,ALONE?

2009-04-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

I LOVE SCHOOL.:)
thees past few days had been such a blast and i have have been trying not to be such a geeky fool infront of everyone till they get sick of me.
school hours have been kindly flexible for me but i absolutely hate going home late almost everyday.school for me is a four day per week affair.:)

today we had OUR NATION OUR WORLD class and we learnt how to write a complain to the school.WHERE DO YOU GET TO LEARN THAT OTHER WHERE ELSE YEAH? i grouped up with the others and we complained about the campus toilets.yes,it is in a unique shape..the toilets here are in U-shaped, so each gender is on every floor.also,out of 6 cubicles, 2 of them are toilet bowls while the rest are squatters. that is inconvenient too.but we also put sugar ontop of the cake, by saying that the toilets are always so clean.

break was for only one hour today and the next lesson is environmental science practical.we got to put on new white lab coat and that make athirah look like some malaysian scientist with a tudung and the lab coat.during the practical,i was irratated by haikal(a year 2 but stayed back in the module..and yes..he is acceptably cute:))but thankfully can still keep on track.

lesson on BTM was never okay as it was all of the bluprints of a building and computer based.i was lost for a moment but thanks to athirah i managed to get back on track(barely!)

unfortunately,after the class we cant go home.we had to attend the boring lecture of safety awareness.if we dont attend this talk,we cant enter a site during the three years here.:( during the talk, showed some really gross out pictures of what happened when you dont take care of yourselves.yes...torn fingers,arms and legs.

tomorrow can go back at three or maybe earlier! yeeeaah.

2009-04-26T10:28:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to you ayah!!
we all love you so much.
may you be bloomed with everlasting healh,wealth and joy in years to come.
you will always be our respected and beloved clean inspector in our house!

love,fathin,ain,farihin and ibu.

his birthday is not today but its yesterday.i didnt have the energy to type out this post last night after the celebration.

during madrasah,i was the only girl again.but this time, the guys are less shy-er than before...they dont ignore me like they did many eon years ago, when i was not really expose to boys and i am always with my ever-so-big girl cliques.there was this guy called faiz roslan who was my senior by a year in siglap sec last year in my class.at first i thought he would not like me because im such a geek and a nerd last year.however, he is not as mean as i expected him to be.haha:)

after madrasah, we rushed off home because we are all going to meet with oteh's family to celebrate ayah's birthday and buy pet stuffs for spotty.i finally get to wear my black dress and belt after much awaiting.when we are done,we head off to east coast to get some dinner and ayah wants to treat us to satay.:)

we ate loads and im still hungry for swensen's icecream...and thats where we go.CHANGI AIRPORT SWENSENS.:)woooooow.

2009-04-24T10:55:00.003+08:00

thats SPOTTY THE CAT.
she can be very manja if she wants to.
three days ago,she wont dare to come out to explore around the house.
yesterday,in the middle of american idol, she would lie down in the middle of all of us and DEMAND a belly rub...and since she belongs to ayah dearest,he had to do it.

today,i have school only at three to five pm later for foundation physics.it sucks not having any physic background now..if not, i would not have any school today.hmph.i just got back from the clinic just now due to my running nose.i hope i get well soon.hahas.

now spotty is so obedient.when we told her not to do something,she wont do it.
hahahaa...i love her so muchhh.

btw i just did my "who is the twilight guy for you" quiz in FB, and guess who i got...

JACOB BLACK !

AHHH..*swooons*. :)

2009-04-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

hello, munchkins.you are all missed terribly.

school has been great and so does spotty the cat at home.

its has been day four since i have been officially become a student in SINGAPORE POLY.

i have been treated nicely by all my friends,the guys and the girls altogether.the lessons period are tons different than in secondary school and i love that its different.

today..i learnt a new module called structural mechanics and its is the same as mathematics. the lecturer taught us for 3 hours of maths and im sure that people in siglap sec would say "mampus la..tak boleh tahan!".but dont worry...i dont have that state of mind..must perservere laaa.

class started at the wee early of eight o'clock and we had our lunch at 11am.our break was 4 hours long!the next class which is oral communication is at three.some other people have basic maths class to attend to during the four hours but i had nothing...

to spent that dreadful 4 hours..we hanged out around campus.go to the new library campus and bought ice chocolate which is soooo delish and hang out at the void of block t7 where the next lecture will be held.

during the oral communication class..our lecturer told us that we have to individually prepare a minute speech on anything under the sun.

so i decided.....

to talk about my working experience during the holidays..

it wont last only for a minute..it would last for an hour!

yeeehaah.

2009-04-21T22:01:00.006+08:00

i shall not blog about myself everyday from this day onwards like i used to before.

nothing SPECIAL happened today..just regular routine in campus.it wierd for me to say "campus" rather than "school".
today, i went to campus with rusydi..he was waiting for me at the mrt station.i was NOT LATE.
if you think i am,blame the rain and the traffic jam..but anyways thanks for waiting for me!while waiting for me,he also happened to be waiting for azhar too...so in the end,we went to SP campus together.rusydi's ITE friends joined us too but they stopped over at simei.

today..only had two classes.OUR NATION,ONE WORLD aka SP'S social studies,and building technology and materials.there was a three hour break and we all spent it on the library.SHI TING slept..chui ray dissappered while me and athirah learned how to borrow books using our library cards.THE LIBRARY WAS A FAB.almost everyone hanged around there while waiting for their classes to begin.

Mr Tan,our lecturer for BUILDING TECHNOLOGY AND MATERIAL gave us blueprints of a bangalow and he taught us on how to study one.very hard to grab it at first but it will definitely take time to excel in it.

after that,we had the principle talk which lasted for an hour and fifteen minutes and i swear that all of the DCEM and DEWT students are almost dying in there due to boredom...while im busy trying to show that im not having a flu.my nose have been runny since yesterday and its annoying me.

tomorrow's lesson is great...
3 hours in school doing CAD STUDIO.
i need to print out lectire and tutorial notes before class starts.
HUSAIN said he is bringing the laptop just in case..maybe i should too.after all...CAD is a computer based subject.but wont they bring us to a computer lab or something?

fathin wants to be the top student laaaaa caaaan.......

2009-04-20T22:12:00.005+08:00

my dad brought a kitten today..
it belongs to him.
he calls it SPOTTY.
WOW...VERY RETRO LAAA...

MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

like everyone else...i have my fair share of fun and woes during my first day of school.

class start today at ten am and im outta of the house by eight thirty.i was late because ibu ask me to hang up the clothes before heading off to campus....rushed down before remembering that i forgot to bring my handphone.when back up and im fifteen minutes late.jeez.

i reached campus and i wasnt late.what a miracle.met athirah and together we head pff to our lecture room.first lesson is environment science.its okay..something that is relating very much to biology back at siglap sec.after that,i have to head off to foundation physics where i have to attend it alone as everyone took physic already except for me.

recess in SP was bloody crowded and i manage to get something to eat thanks to athirah on accompanying me.:)we ate with rusydi,guang ho,chew looi,shi ting and athirah.thanks you guys for waiting for me.on my first day in SP, i manage to explore more...i discovered,KFC,PIZZA HUT AND SEVEN ELEVEN.SP is haven.

Building technology and materials was next.
we had our lecture at the cold workshop and my lecturer was called mr tan.
and because of me...i got a really bad impression from him.
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.
rusydi had his psp next to him and i happened to have my hands on my lap which is not visible from his view.

ITS NOT MY FAULT.
sir:what are you doing?(looking at the back)
rusydi was shocked.
sir:no..no...the girl next to you...
i kept quiet.hands,empty and still under the table.FEELING COMPLETELY INNOCENT.
I GOT NOTHING ON MY HANDS.
sir:are you playing something?(still looking at me)
me:what?no!!(hold up my hands up high.)
rusydi:she is doing nothing sir!
sir kept talking.everyone had their attention on me and laughed.

the next conversation he had with me.
sir:are you from ite?
me:NO!*looking shocked*

we had to draw the houses and measure EVERYTHING.
thanks to haikal tho...he did almost everything.

after that we had environmental science tutorial for 2 hours.very boring...but very informative.
thanks to rusydi for sitting next to me and telling all the extra details.yeah.

2009-04-19T14:43:00.002+08:00

after a scary scare my laptop gave me yesterday..blanking out just days before school even starts...i manage to relieve it again.wooow.. jumped over the rooftop laaa.
if you would have noticed...the days are getting really hot.i dont even dared to step into my room now..its sooooo freakin'hot.
yesterday,to escape the heat and go out somewhere else, me and the whole family head of to changi to have something to eat.after eating,we head off to the night market across the road.
the market si quite looong.
ayah bought 2 shirts.
ain bought manchester united landyards.
farihin bought 6 marvel comics in mint condition.
ibu bought table tops.
i bought nothing.im so proud of myself.hahaha..

and also hooray...lets hope tomorrow is a good day for school.

2009-04-18T12:55:00.003+08:00

i love this picture of zac efron.
will be watching 17 again VERY SOON.
ahhh..nur fathin izzathi is soooo tired.just came back from this maulud event in masjid al-istighfar.me and ain didnt want to go at first, but ibu told us that since we skipped madrasah last week..she said just show our faces at the teacher..hang-out for an hour and slowly slip out of the masjid,quietly.
but that didnt happened when we arrived.none of the plan worked.we arrived there like 40 minutes late and we had to sit down on the floor.when i looked around,i could not see any year four girls in sight and i was the only one.shheeeeesh.that brings my mood super duper down already laaaa.
so me and ain sat far away from the year three teens alive girls and when ain's friends called her to sit with them..i told her not to leave me alone.in the end, i left HER alone while i need to help ustazah with something...sorry laaa.
during the boring performances, i met up with afifah and amirah and im glad that there are friends around..we gossiped about our stupid ex-manager and after all the help,we ate nasi briyani and got ice cream.me and afifah then got ourselves malay novels for cheap money.
so tired...then decided to go home.
we reached home at twelve thirty when we are supposed to reach home at ten.sheeeesh.how ironic of us.
plans failed...again.

class gathering is cancelled today because miss priya is m.i.a.
very sad.
school starts in two days.
i wanna join SP DEEJAY CLUB OR SP NETBALL TEAM.
its time to shed the fats away.

2009-04-17T22:09:00.004+08:00

having the day out with my girlfriends was fun and refreshing.all this week,i have been seeing new people and its great to see people that i have known for so long already.
initially,we dont have any plans on what to do today.so,by the time i met jannah and shar..we are still in the mist of deciding.before meeting the others..we went to get money first for lunch and then went to CK to buy shar's jeans.they cost only a freakin'$10.
after that..we went to hang out at tampines mall and i got my singlet from cotton on.
shar needed some hiking shoes so we head to the sports shop next to it.we then met the others(sofia,suhaila and hafizah).
we then had lunch at pizza hut and i had sausage craze..had the marvelous garlic bread which i loved so much.we then, listened to shar's camp stories and bacon.
after eating and sitting down so much,we decide to leave the restaurant.
we hanged out at tampines 1..the new mall which i surprising know nothing about.
the place is okay...but we loved the SASA make up shop truckloads.i bought a maybelline mascara and scrub wash.
while shar,sofia and jannah are inside looking at some shoes..i was outside with sue and fizah.we are at the forth level of the mall and when we looked down,it was really high up.we got chills just by looking down.then i asked the other two girls that if there was an emergency in the mall and the only escape is to cross to the other side...would you rather swing past it or across it using a wooden plank?

sue said:if we were to swing..we can still fall if our hands are too slippery or when the tug tears.
fizah said:maybe i can fall down if there are firefighters to catch me.

jeezz.

when i listened to the other girls talking about when to meet at the first day of school...i felt a little bit left out.all of them are in the same campus and their schools are next to one another.wow...you guys so lucky.

see you guys at the gathering tomorrow.

2009-04-16T21:15:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday ain..
happy birthday to you.

orientation takes the final bow today.

today we had flag day...followed by a part in the late afternoon.woke up really early today coz i already promised the others that i will be there at BUGIS MRT STATION at nine sharp.ibu accompanied me in the mrt till payarlebar.after ibu,left, husaintexted me where i am and i stressed to him that he had to be on time.however.. he was 15 minutes late.=.=

after all reached...we decided to begin collecting donations.people sometimes donate with a smile but there are some people who just walk past you as though you were not even there.i even got a scolding from an auntie because she was stressed that many SP students ask her for money.in between collecting donations..some of us headed to macD to have some breakfast.im so freakin' hungry.

after the whole thing,i collected about 11 dollars...while other people collected much more.MUCH MUCH MORE.

party time haven started yet...so me and athirah decide to hang around at our school library first.too many research books.

during the party...i tell you..it was a rip off.i dont find it good at all.i didnt even bother to head into the concorde.why?its because we found an even better pplace..athirah's friend..BOBBY..brought us to a place where we can have the entire view of the dancefloor party and not being squashed at the same time.it was cool.nobody know that we are there and we saw everything..from the musical chairs to the beat boxing challenge.

in the end..we tried the cotton candy and popcorn and went off home after that.
tomorrow..im going to meet my besties for the final time.expect pictures as usual.

2009-04-15T18:13:00.003+08:00

3rd day of orientation!

we are heading off to marina barrage....

at twelve, i met the others at dover mrt station.i wasnt late, KABELLE...i am living in Pasir Ris..so the train journey was quite far...and i was only 2 minutes late.:)after waiting for shi tingwho was later then me..we decided to head off to the school's bus bay.its a long way walk...but it seemed shorter when you have fun friends to talk to.

we soon arrived and slowly the bus bay became crowded.KABELLE started asking everyone's names and i think by now..i can get hold of most of them.the buses arrived and we had to share the bus with 1b/22.by the time,we reached marina barrage we had to enter awesome galleries and do some quizes. we finished the quizes long ago while in the bus.

MARINA BARRAGE IS A PLACE WHERE IT IS BEST ENJOYED AT NIGHT.

just now,at the rooftop..it was hot enough to fry an egg.

2009-04-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

im tired..but i wanna blog.

not doing any WACKY FACEBOOK QUIZZES today.

wrote on some people facebook walls..saying that i love you! and got all the replies back.

am glad that my besties are making the final gathering on friday and the final class gathering on saturday.

just chatted with my london friend,JAMES A.K.A london boy.he is cool but he talks rubbish.

tomorrow..my class is going to the marina barrage.

again..EXPECT LOADS OF PICTURES.

good night.love you truckloads.

2009-04-14T13:57:00.004+08:00

2nd day of orientation.

im actually back home waaaay earlier than im supposed today.due to some miscommunication with the personal tutor,mrs loo...she said to kabelle(MY GREAT CHINA FRIEND) that actually we can go back EATING ,not go back HOME.wth...then, i texted her back that 2moro before going to marina barrage,we should find mrs loo and apologize.haha...school haven yet started and we are already in for some trouble..but heeyy...its all miscommunication.hopefully she understands..

today,i have to wake up so early..to get ready to go to campus.i head off at 715 am and reached campus at 830 am.by the time i reached there..it was flooded with students everywhere.if im not wrong,they are all the students in SP because i spotted one of my siglap seniors.while waiting for athirah,i bumped into the guy that i got lost with yesterday,shermain,kaesiong,amir,syazni,

amanda and siska.

so the day started and we head off to the auditorium.we had to listen to 2 speeches,watched 3 videos and 5 performances.overall..its not that bad.

after that we had lunch and we started wondering around..(me,amanda,athirah,zu-zul and sarinah) around campus.groups are organizing bonding sessions anong the freshies but i didnt see my seniors doing that.the other freshies are having fun doing ice breaking games in circles around campus.

at 1230 pm when we are suppose to assemble,me and athirah looked around to watch out for our classmates....but i cant find them..not even one....not even the strange short hair girl that followed us around yesterday.

i called kabelle and she is SO sure that we can go home..and in the end,we also go home.

when i reached eunos mrt station,kabelle texted me that we are not supposed to go home.

HAIYO.i dont wanna go back to school...its a LONG WAY back.

2009-04-13T21:35:00.003+08:00

i have gotten a text from jamie.

jamie.fathin.

translation.

i very angry you now.im very angry with you now.

what did i do?

u tell fat that you quit work bcoz of mi.you tell hisham aka EX SIR that you quitted work because of me.

that stupid liar.

no reply back.

what the bullshit.why do you have to be so immature and cause fights among other people other than yourself,huh?im asking you mr hisyam!do you enjoy watching people hating and fighting over one another?you are my ex manager.

do you know what the word EX mean?that means that you are no longer in the my life!i washed my hands over you.get out of my life. i mean it this time.

2009-04-13T20:14:00.003+08:00

ILL SHALL UPDATE THE DAYS OF MY ORIENTATIONS.
FIRST DAY OF SP ORIENTATION....

my orientation today started at one and at first,i felt excited because im going to a new school.so, i wore my most comfy and confident outfit today...a cobalt blue shirt, skinny jeans and a loud deep red beads necklace that was turned into a bagle on my wrist.haha..:)

so i head off to campus with a laptop held tight .the whole trip to school took about 1 hour plus plus.by the time i got there,there were loads of freshmens around and everyone is with somebody..and i felt so alone..so to keep myself busy..i texted ibu:

"help me ibu..everyone is with somebody..i feel so alone...i wanna diee..."

on my midst of texting ..i heard someone caliing me.i turned around and surprised to see azri(atiqah..its your cousin), and he was shocked to see me.so i gave him a big smile and quick wave and walk away...AGAIN ALONE.so..like one lonely retard, i walked around till i found the lecture hall...and found myself with a boy in one BIG HUMOUNGOUS LECTURE HALL.

again..the boy,whose name is LEE XIANG is an international student from china.he is okay..he is also in the same class as me.lets hope he is not as crazy as HAO AN...HAHAHA...
soon...the lecture hall is filled with people and everyone knew what class they are in.
so i went down the long flight of stairs to look at the board...
MY CLASS IS CALLED...
DCEM 1b/21.
shermain and shaun are also in 1b/21
but they are from different schools.VERY FUNNY.

soon enough we all had to go follow our lecturers to our class rooms.i was the last one in the line of my class..but when i was following them..SOMEHOW..I GOT SPLIT UP BY MY CLASS.
im lost.everyone then got in to their own classrooms and im still outside.this was what going in my head.." OMG..SHIT SHIT...IM SUCH A DUFUS.." while searching around aimlessly..a another boy, a malay boy came to ask me.."are you lost?me too...im in 1b/22".

thank god he was near to my class.jeez.
so both of us went to the office and ask around..but nobody can help us.so..we decided to go to some random classroom and ask where our classes are.in the end..we found our classes and i didnt even get his name.hahaha...

i entered the class and flashed a smile.i sat next to this malay girl...she got the same model laptop as me and her name is Atirah.very kind.she wears a tudung..so my mom will definitely approve her.

so we were shown around and got our donation tins for flag day.we also found out thgat the library is so cool.each student can borrow up till 15 items...I LIKE THIS FACT...
i also got to know another girl called xiao tong.i cant remember her engish name.too unique.

2moro is gonna be a long day.Atirah got a senior from SP that can give us a private tour before the day starts..yeah!

I ALSO SAW SISKA, MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND..SHE IS TALLER THAN ME!!
HMPH...IM SO JELOUS.